i just realized that over half the times i've written -
have been about not writing.
sometimes i wish i wasn't so lame...
but then i'd never have any fun.
the last few weeks have been amazing,
despite a few setbacks.
exams have been shitty. i've still got 2 papers to hand in; hopefully i'll be able to get a doctors note to accompany them. after that - 1 take-home, and 1 exam day.
the women in my family have attachment issues.
i haven't been home much lately. my mom called my cell, crying, tonight (from upstaris - we're so lazy) because she misses me. last week mickie went to my mom and told her she feels she's being replaced by jess - because she's a girl.
she doesn't like jess, but she's never liked any girl i've been close with. i don't understand why she thinks i like everyone more than i like her. so i've been trying to spend more time with her. i don't know how i can show her that i love her any more than i already am.
it's all good.
i feel horrible, though. i've never really had family issues before. at least, not family issues centered around me. everything's behind everyone's backs, too. i love how well my family respects, 'don't tell anyone-'. mickie and my mom have a little gossip network going on.
there's another thing that's been bugging me lately, too,
but it's not anything i should really share.
aside from that,
amazing.
last night was so much fun. jess, tania, larissa, laura, margeaux, katie, erin, anthony, carmello, daniella, tyler, charlie, jim and a few others that i didn't know - zelda's. yesss. and then karaoke.
i have the most wonderful girlfriend. she gets me drunk, and then she drives me home.
i've never been able to spend more than 12 hours with anyone without getting somewhat sick of them. i'm fickle and detached. i've been spending almost every night with her for the past month, and i can't see myself ever getting tired of her.
i don't want to write about love.
it's cliche, and no one's ever really as happy for you as they say they are.
so one month and many unflattering photos of myself later -
there's my update. god forbid anyone actually read the whole thing. it'd be so much more exciting if i included all the sex, clubs, and intoxicants - but there're people who i know that read this.
my lips are sealed,
although, i'm sure everyone already had me pinned as an alcoholic nyphomaniac. no?
i have some tofu pudding i should attend to.
PLUR!
[oh god...]
have been about not writing.
sometimes i wish i wasn't so lame...
but then i'd never have any fun.
the last few weeks have been amazing,
despite a few setbacks.
exams have been shitty. i've still got 2 papers to hand in; hopefully i'll be able to get a doctors note to accompany them. after that - 1 take-home, and 1 exam day.
the women in my family have attachment issues.
i haven't been home much lately. my mom called my cell, crying, tonight (from upstaris - we're so lazy) because she misses me. last week mickie went to my mom and told her she feels she's being replaced by jess - because she's a girl.
she doesn't like jess, but she's never liked any girl i've been close with. i don't understand why she thinks i like everyone more than i like her. so i've been trying to spend more time with her. i don't know how i can show her that i love her any more than i already am.
it's all good.
i feel horrible, though. i've never really had family issues before. at least, not family issues centered around me. everything's behind everyone's backs, too. i love how well my family respects, 'don't tell anyone-'. mickie and my mom have a little gossip network going on.
there's another thing that's been bugging me lately, too,
but it's not anything i should really share.
aside from that,
amazing.
last night was so much fun. jess, tania, larissa, laura, margeaux, katie, erin, anthony, carmello, daniella, tyler, charlie, jim and a few others that i didn't know - zelda's. yesss. and then karaoke.
i have the most wonderful girlfriend. she gets me drunk, and then she drives me home.
i've never been able to spend more than 12 hours with anyone without getting somewhat sick of them. i'm fickle and detached. i've been spending almost every night with her for the past month, and i can't see myself ever getting tired of her.
i don't want to write about love.
it's cliche, and no one's ever really as happy for you as they say they are.
so one month and many unflattering photos of myself later -
there's my update. god forbid anyone actually read the whole thing. it'd be so much more exciting if i included all the sex, clubs, and intoxicants - but there're people who i know that read this.
my lips are sealed,
although, i'm sure everyone already had me pinned as an alcoholic nyphomaniac. no?
i have some tofu pudding i should attend to.
PLUR!
[oh god...]
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Thanks sweetheart.