Well, I missed a day, but then again, I had nothing much to say yesterday. I was pretty hung over...don't recall how many beers I had at my friend's get together the other night. Dealing with IKEA with a hangover...bad...putting your IKEA furniture together while hung over...worse...realizing you picked up the wrong hutch for your new desk AFTER it was built...loser of the week award for me.
I'm getting too old for this shit. I mean, I enjoy a good party, but it's getting harder and harder to keep up physically. One of these days, I'm gonna stop drinking.
Got an email out of the blue from an old friend the other week. I was simultaneously overjoyed, but also a little wierded out over it. I grew up with this guy...went to high school together...then a few years back, I got a phone call from his girlfriend in tears saying he disappeared. After missing for a few days, I found out that he went crazy and allegedly held up a bank. Kind of sounds funny, but I'm not laughing.
Anyway, I've started talking to him again after all these years...seems I'm the only one who hasn't turned my back on him. He's better now..off the drugs. Not sure where it's gonna go. The cynic in me says he's gonna hit me up for money, but I try to file that away with all my other conspiracy theories. Not sure when I became so skeptical of peoples' actions and (especially) their words. I don't consider it a virtue, but it's kept me safe all these years, ya know?
All of my time off from the workplace has given me a lot of time for self-discovery. I was disappointed that some of the things my friends observed about me were true...that I'm a hard person to get close to. It's not for lack of trying either. Seems the closer one gets, the more turbulent the storm. I'd like to think that there is a happy calm in the eye, but most choose to wait it out from afar.
So what happens then? It comes to documenting my life on the fucking internet. lol Oh well, I at least hope I can offer some decent reading material. Not tonight though...I'm tired and too scatterbrained to deal with it.
I'm getting too old for this shit. I mean, I enjoy a good party, but it's getting harder and harder to keep up physically. One of these days, I'm gonna stop drinking.
Got an email out of the blue from an old friend the other week. I was simultaneously overjoyed, but also a little wierded out over it. I grew up with this guy...went to high school together...then a few years back, I got a phone call from his girlfriend in tears saying he disappeared. After missing for a few days, I found out that he went crazy and allegedly held up a bank. Kind of sounds funny, but I'm not laughing.
Anyway, I've started talking to him again after all these years...seems I'm the only one who hasn't turned my back on him. He's better now..off the drugs. Not sure where it's gonna go. The cynic in me says he's gonna hit me up for money, but I try to file that away with all my other conspiracy theories. Not sure when I became so skeptical of peoples' actions and (especially) their words. I don't consider it a virtue, but it's kept me safe all these years, ya know?
All of my time off from the workplace has given me a lot of time for self-discovery. I was disappointed that some of the things my friends observed about me were true...that I'm a hard person to get close to. It's not for lack of trying either. Seems the closer one gets, the more turbulent the storm. I'd like to think that there is a happy calm in the eye, but most choose to wait it out from afar.
So what happens then? It comes to documenting my life on the fucking internet. lol Oh well, I at least hope I can offer some decent reading material. Not tonight though...I'm tired and too scatterbrained to deal with it.