So what the hell is wrong with me?
Ever since my website has failed utterly and completely to launch I have barely touched any of my web comic drawings. In fact its taken a monumental effort for me to draw anything including my latest offering "Drusylla Risen"
Prior to the failure to launch I was a drawing fiend. I would pump out at least one drawing a day be it a comic panel, character concept sketch or something completely different. I was so excited about my comic that it was all I thought about. Now just looking at the blank paper in my sketchbook makes me cringe and every time I start to draw something comic related after a few minutes I put it down and don't touch it again for days. I know there is still hope but for some reason I have no hope left.
The question remains: Why do I bother? The answer was once "Because it is important to me" but now I have doubts and a LOT of them. If I could fail so badly so early then how can I ever expect to be successful at this later on down the line? I had a plan and a good one at that until I realized that I didn't know enough about web hosting to know that I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. Now I have a website, no host and the money to renew is dried up. Is this the end? Has Dysfunctional Realities Comix died in the womb?
God and Goddess help me.
Ever since my website has failed utterly and completely to launch I have barely touched any of my web comic drawings. In fact its taken a monumental effort for me to draw anything including my latest offering "Drusylla Risen"
Prior to the failure to launch I was a drawing fiend. I would pump out at least one drawing a day be it a comic panel, character concept sketch or something completely different. I was so excited about my comic that it was all I thought about. Now just looking at the blank paper in my sketchbook makes me cringe and every time I start to draw something comic related after a few minutes I put it down and don't touch it again for days. I know there is still hope but for some reason I have no hope left.
The question remains: Why do I bother? The answer was once "Because it is important to me" but now I have doubts and a LOT of them. If I could fail so badly so early then how can I ever expect to be successful at this later on down the line? I had a plan and a good one at that until I realized that I didn't know enough about web hosting to know that I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. Now I have a website, no host and the money to renew is dried up. Is this the end? Has Dysfunctional Realities Comix died in the womb?
God and Goddess help me.