WEllllllll....everything is in an odd sort of balance right now. I got things worked out with the apt. i decided to start takin my meds, and hopefully ill start seeing the brighter side of life again. Its a bit embaressing to talk about at first, but im slowly becoming more comfortable talking about it. anyways, so i told the people at copper crossing that i couldnt do it without a cosign and my rents wouldnt give me one, so what they did is lower the price 11 bucks down to 399 a month, so that it put me to where i dont have to get a cosign and i can still pay for it and stuff, only thing is i move in mid september, which is fine by me cuz it allows me to save money for school and car and stuff while still jammin at home.
so yea.
On other fronts, my life i think is lookin up, cuz my last gf/person i was seeing, i dont know what you'd call us, were ok again, well....were on a break for about 3 months, but i told her that i wouldnt date, id stay single and celebate for her to try and work things out when she moves and she agreed to the same thing, and i know her, i dated her for quite a while and ive known her for a couple of years before we even dated, so i know that is she chooses someone else other than me, she'll tell me and ill move on, that way the next girl i date isnt a rebound. cuz i know it sounds bad and all, but after all ive put her through i really do think i love her and i know she loves me. anywho, i told her she could move in with me as long as she goes to shcool and gets a job to help pay for the place, since ill be doing more work and possibly school too...who knows, maybe it'll work, maybe not. we'll find out wont we? lol
so yea, my rooms clean, my lifes lookin up, im on meds to make me happy again, ive cleared up my girl problems, and hopefully ill beable to jump back into my passion - art.
anyways, <3 to anyone whos reading this right now just because im in that kinda mood. just a heart felt hug.
also i LOVE billy corgan and im listining to his new album and its amazing. *swoons*
billycorgan.com
go to his "myspace" account and you can listin to his ENTIRE album....and omg.....*Creams*
so yea.
On other fronts, my life i think is lookin up, cuz my last gf/person i was seeing, i dont know what you'd call us, were ok again, well....were on a break for about 3 months, but i told her that i wouldnt date, id stay single and celebate for her to try and work things out when she moves and she agreed to the same thing, and i know her, i dated her for quite a while and ive known her for a couple of years before we even dated, so i know that is she chooses someone else other than me, she'll tell me and ill move on, that way the next girl i date isnt a rebound. cuz i know it sounds bad and all, but after all ive put her through i really do think i love her and i know she loves me. anywho, i told her she could move in with me as long as she goes to shcool and gets a job to help pay for the place, since ill be doing more work and possibly school too...who knows, maybe it'll work, maybe not. we'll find out wont we? lol
so yea, my rooms clean, my lifes lookin up, im on meds to make me happy again, ive cleared up my girl problems, and hopefully ill beable to jump back into my passion - art.
anyways, <3 to anyone whos reading this right now just because im in that kinda mood. just a heart felt hug.
also i LOVE billy corgan and im listining to his new album and its amazing. *swoons*
billycorgan.com
go to his "myspace" account and you can listin to his ENTIRE album....and omg.....*Creams*