brokenheartzer0

WELLL FUCK. ok, so i dont get an apt cuz my parents wont cosign for it cuz apparently the place needs me to make like 2-3 times the amount of rent, when i make enough to meet rent and utitlities and shit but it leaves me with not enough left over to equal 2-3 times rent. so yay. im still STUCK at home, 20 years old, trying to get back into college, no gf, no REAL friends just cuz my "best friends" never fucking call me back so im sick of his shit. i just figured that im not gonna bother with anyone or anything right now. im gonna start taking my meds just cuz i cant allow this all to make everything come crushing down *of course i made this decision after i cut myself off from interested girls and parties in other cities, and after i broke shit in my room and pissed on my family.* so yea, im gonna go about my day and shit like nothing ever happend or like nothing ever changed....CUZ IT FUCKING DIDNT. i <3 my life. goddamit.

awwwww fuck it.

i dont even know what purpose i had to writing all this other than to vent, and cuz im waiting for my damn work shirts to get out of the dryer so i can press them.

Also, i d like to appologize to yall SG DFW people, id love to go and meet yall and join yall and stuff but every time i find out stomething or try stickin my nose into yalls business i end up having to work. isnt that sad....lol
so yea...maybe next time *i think im cursed with that, i should get that tattood on my forhead or soemthing*