I figured it out. the answer was always with me i just had to wait for it to come. i am about slowing things down. mello, calm atmospheres. i am the one who knew about taoism before i knew about taoism. and so many signs, for instance this screenname, points to this attitiude. this attitude i seem to have lost. but thankfully i have found it again. and an enormous weight has been lifted off my shoulders and i can finally start living the way i once knew... a life without worries.
