God i love my simple life... living at home, hosting at a restaurant, spending all my money on music, movies and magazines... oh and lets not forget about kazaa and this site... i think i might be addicted. yeah.. life is good now.
Anyways...i thought i'd be like my buddy Sankian and just list stuff in my journal (although he really hasn't been keepin up...
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Anyways...i thought i'd be like my buddy Sankian and just list stuff in my journal (although he really hasn't been keepin up...
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Well.. i guess it's offical. i am now a whiteboy 
No i'm just playin... it's just that i've been listening to rock music for so long that i've kind of forgotten what it feels like to bob my head to a good rap beat. i mean it just doesn't feel right when i do it. i guess i shouldn't be forcing it though. i sometimes...
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No i'm just playin... it's just that i've been listening to rock music for so long that i've kind of forgotten what it feels like to bob my head to a good rap beat. i mean it just doesn't feel right when i do it. i guess i shouldn't be forcing it though. i sometimes...
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::whistling Weezer's "Suzanne":: ...you're all that i wanted of a girl...
brookelynne:
whistling weezer...if you want to destroy my sweater..ooh ooh ooh.
April Fool's everybody!!!
This is a day for us fools... we who live for things that fade... oh what a day... oh what a life...
This is a day for us fools... we who live for things that fade... oh what a day... oh what a life...
I figured it out. the answer was always with me i just had to wait for it to come. i am about slowing things down. mello, calm atmospheres. i am the one who knew about taoism before i knew about taoism. and so many signs, for instance this screenname, points to this attitiude. this attitude i seem to have lost. but thankfully i have found...
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aheh...uhhh.. yeah...
i'm back... for now... lost is what i am really. but i don't care. i'd rather stay here. and away from trying. trying to be something. today i think i'll just try to be. but maybe this is just sunday talkin. sunday... what is supossed to be my holy day of rest becomes a day of hate and immorality... but i really don't... Read More
brokenbroken:
learn or burn buddy... either play or pay. remember... live to the fullests.
I'm such a loser. why did i sign up for this thing? i'm having a crisis of belief here on a porn site that i paid a whole years worth for. God tests and i fail. time and time again... i fail. he has an infinate love while mine has been squeezed to it's final ounce and i feel like i could never love him...
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Since i've joined SG and actually for a while before that.. i have been fed up with life and yesterday i remembered why.
After about a month away from church because of work, i went back. and although i was blown away by how much i actually missed singing the hymns.. i really didn't feel like being there. and i felt this way because i...
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After about a month away from church because of work, i went back. and although i was blown away by how much i actually missed singing the hymns.. i really didn't feel like being there. and i felt this way because i...
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My eyes yearn for beauty.. for a unique texture.. for a diamond in the rough. my soul travels this earth... winding through channels of turmoil, frustration, joy and doubt. on this bank there stands a lonesome energy she is bold, provocative and free. i savory her essence experiencing her experience and i am comforted.
With this entry i signify the beginning of my end...
With this entry i signify the beginning of my end...