broken_machine

this morning was pretty fun. did a 10k run this morning. it was for a good cuase. fund raiser for people who dont have food this season. i cam in 6th out of 120 people. wasnt so bad. i raised about 300 dollars. today is yet another day of wonderful training. i cant wait for thursday. though i am cooking and i willl be up...
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yeah i finally put up a profile pic. its pretty shitty quality. but its a good until i get a hold of a better one. off to another day of work. sometimes i really hate my job. i really do.


Insult for the day" your as big a disappointment as the crusifixion

snow snow everywhere. god i have a headache. last night. at about midnight myfriends and i decide to go outside and have a snowball fight with all this loverly snow we gots every where. was fun but i got hit so hard in the head i still have a headache.
on to new things.
the new set melinda put up is pretty good i would...
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yeay it snowed last night. i am so happy. now i can dress all warm like. today doesnt look to be all that intresting. i am going to get all the food for thanksgiving. and maybe hit the mall. dont know for sure yet. i need a new book. but i am trying to find something good to read. anyone got any sugestions? if so...
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Yesterday was intresting. learn a bunch of new combatives. hand to hand stuff. if you know who the gracey brothers are then you know what i was learning. it was pretty freakin kool i walked out with a black eye. but other than that it was awesome. very difficult for me to learn this stuff haveing alrean been a black belt in tung suo do....
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life is life. today was a pretty fucked up day. things didnt go as well as planned and we got informed of a bunch of shit. you know. being military has its perks and its major flaws. i dont know what out weighs the other. things need to improve in my life. i find myself losing more and more of who i used to be...
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Surviving

There are days when the fear of death
is as ubiqituous as light. It illuminates
everything. Without it, I might not
have noticed this ladybird beetle,
bright as a drop of blood
on the window' white sill.
Her head no bigger than a period.
Her eyes like needle points,
she has stopped for a moment to rest,
knees locked, wing covers hiding
the delicate...
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woohoo.. today i get some sweet army riot training. nothing quite like beating people down with a stun batton on a stun shield. fun fun. dont really have much to report on me, other than work has been sucking big time. but who's job doesnt right? my wife is in Nebraska for some sort of court hearing. dont know really. but anyhow. i have the...
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well its a sad day for me today,
i found out 4 days ago that my wife was cheating on me with one of my best friends. it was a one time thing. but now we have to go to marrage counciling and all that stuff. you know i can help but think i failed in some way. she still tells me she loves me...
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you i have finally got around to taking a gander at the actual pics on this site. i have noticed one thing, and i am sure it has been said before. but the theme in some of these shoots is astounding as well as the usage of the particular models. it really is quite amazing some of the props used. and the places used for...
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