EDIT to say I'M THE BIRTHDAY GIRL! *squeal!* 
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So it seems that I've developed a pinched nerve in my back. On Wednesday night after my workout, I was stretching and when I leaned over to stretch my back, I noticed that from a certain point in my spine all the way to the tips of my fingers....I went numb. Not fully numb, bore of...
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So it seems that I've developed a pinched nerve in my back. On Wednesday night after my workout, I was stretching and when I leaned over to stretch my back, I noticed that from a certain point in my spine all the way to the tips of my fingers....I went numb. Not fully numb, bore of...
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Thursday, hip hip hooray. 
Not much to talk about today. Last night I had like thirty-seven awesome ideas for my journal today, but I neglected to write them down. As a result of my perpetual pot use, I forgot all of them. I suppose that's to be expected.
Yays and Boos? Yes.
Yay for Christmas Carols at work ALL EFFING DAY!
Boo for not being...
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Not much to talk about today. Last night I had like thirty-seven awesome ideas for my journal today, but I neglected to write them down. As a result of my perpetual pot use, I forgot all of them. I suppose that's to be expected.
Yays and Boos? Yes.
Yay for Christmas Carols at work ALL EFFING DAY!
Boo for not being...
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april:
aww, thanks. is that where you work?
-ape
-ape
machfive:
Who is the sweetest girl in the world? IT'S YOU.
Thanks for the birthday wishes, too. I'm an old fucking man!
Thanks for the birthday wishes, too. I'm an old fucking man!
Humpday. 
I shall preface this entry with a warning that I'm stressed out to the max, broke, irritable, PMSing and just generally foul today. So excuse my cynicism. I'm filled with rage. It will pass.
While I'm on the topic of rage, I got a package last night from Amazon. I opened it to find a small wrapped box, seemingly empty. There was a little...
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I shall preface this entry with a warning that I'm stressed out to the max, broke, irritable, PMSing and just generally foul today. So excuse my cynicism. I'm filled with rage. It will pass.
While I'm on the topic of rage, I got a package last night from Amazon. I opened it to find a small wrapped box, seemingly empty. There was a little...
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karebeer:
OFFICIAL Fight Club insult post
what the fuck is wrong w/cynicism? why are you forcing happiness?
you are the all singing crap of the world.
get used to it. you are too..fucking chipperly hopeful.. oh and..
Get The Fuck Off My Porch!!!
OFFICIAL Fight Club insult post
what the fuck is wrong w/cynicism? why are you forcing happiness?
you are the all singing crap of the world.
get used to it. you are too..fucking chipperly hopeful.. oh and..
Get The Fuck Off My Porch!!!
sitandspin:
i HATE having a birthday before christmas, but then i remember that i am absolutely horrible with my family's birthdays and then i just feel lucky that they remembered mine at all.
Another reason to hate Tuesdays.
Dan and I had our court date this morning for the whole you-owe-us-rent-even-though-you-don't-live-here fiasco. Evidently the apartment is still legally in our name and blah blah blah. It's such bullshit and I'm so sick of it. Point is, the case is going to trial on 01.11.05. And after that, I never want to deal with 4220 Broadway L.L.C. ever again....
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Dan and I had our court date this morning for the whole you-owe-us-rent-even-though-you-don't-live-here fiasco. Evidently the apartment is still legally in our name and blah blah blah. It's such bullshit and I'm so sick of it. Point is, the case is going to trial on 01.11.05. And after that, I never want to deal with 4220 Broadway L.L.C. ever again....
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cece:
don't worry too much. there's no rush. i'm pretty okay with it now.
trixie:
that's it, i'm stealing you away from your boy and marrying you. I'll get my bro to make you a turd too. 
Fucking Mondays.
I'm doing my damndest not to fly off the handle today. Both Dan and I have noticed that I'm a lil' on edge lately. I was doing fine until the MTA happened this morning. All I can say is that if they hike the fare any higher I'm going to have a sacraficial bloodletting on the F train.
This weekend was jovial on...
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I'm doing my damndest not to fly off the handle today. Both Dan and I have noticed that I'm a lil' on edge lately. I was doing fine until the MTA happened this morning. All I can say is that if they hike the fare any higher I'm going to have a sacraficial bloodletting on the F train.
This weekend was jovial on...
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cambria:
thank you for the xmas card!
cassiopeia:
Wow. That's alot of pink links in your journal. Sounds like a great time!
What fun!
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mle:
so you are totally cute. i love your hair. 
it was fun sorta meeting you.
it was fun sorta meeting you. I'd quote that awesome song about Friday, but N'Sync remade it and ruined it for me. 
I was doing so well! And it all went to the shitter! Let me explain: I've been KICKING ASS at the gym lately, and finally getting back into my gym groove - on a regular schedule, and loving it. Last night I did a 45 minute spinning class followed...
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I was doing so well! And it all went to the shitter! Let me explain: I've been KICKING ASS at the gym lately, and finally getting back into my gym groove - on a regular schedule, and loving it. Last night I did a 45 minute spinning class followed...
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misterusername:
Wuv it!
nicolelee:
i love hearing your voice...
thats the first time in ages that i've just hit "outdial" on my phone... it was very very heart-warming.
hope you went home to BJs. and knowing you're so fucking loved...
thats the first time in ages that i've just hit "outdial" on my phone... it was very very heart-warming.
hope you went home to BJs. and knowing you're so fucking loved...
It's Thursday, motherFers!
My Mizzan made a comment on yesterday's journal to the effect that I must have too much time to kill at work, as I update my journal every day. I work my rump off at work, more so lately....it's just all about priorities. I mean, what's more important upon arrival at work every morning: Opening the mail and returning phone calls, or...
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My Mizzan made a comment on yesterday's journal to the effect that I must have too much time to kill at work, as I update my journal every day. I work my rump off at work, more so lately....it's just all about priorities. I mean, what's more important upon arrival at work every morning: Opening the mail and returning phone calls, or...
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throatneedle:
hahaha i love you! wait till i spill a drink on you again girl
apnea:
thanks, i try 
Man, that Tuesday night Boxing Class is fucking KILLER. 
Today I have to make a gajillion photocopies of a gajillion documents for my court date on Tuesday. This is all such a pain in the ass. The only reason they served me with the papers to begin with is that they think I'm some stupid kid who'll be intimidated into paying, or not respond at...
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Today I have to make a gajillion photocopies of a gajillion documents for my court date on Tuesday. This is all such a pain in the ass. The only reason they served me with the papers to begin with is that they think I'm some stupid kid who'll be intimidated into paying, or not respond at...
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misterusername:
Wow, you're popular. Don't let your boss see how popular you are.
Before we forget: Black Santa Claus with a white girl. Caption: "Babygirl, I'll choke the hell outya!"
Viola! T-shirt of the year.
When is someone going to confront D. West on his steriod problems? That would be the ultimate; a motivational speaker confronting his own inner demons.
She's a punk rock princess!
But she's also a cat!
Before we forget: Black Santa Claus with a white girl. Caption: "Babygirl, I'll choke the hell outya!"
Viola! T-shirt of the year.
When is someone going to confront D. West on his steriod problems? That would be the ultimate; a motivational speaker confronting his own inner demons.
She's a punk rock princess!
But she's also a cat!
missbernie:
you're little sis is the best! i heart her!
Ugh, I feel sick this morning. 
So for those of you who may be wondering what this 'court' thing that I mentioned yesterday is all about....AGAIN with NYS landlords. You all know about my current landlord situation (see paragraph two) - this is an issue with my PREVIOUS landlord. The girl who moved into my old apartment after I left called me this weekend to...
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So for those of you who may be wondering what this 'court' thing that I mentioned yesterday is all about....AGAIN with NYS landlords. You all know about my current landlord situation (see paragraph two) - this is an issue with my PREVIOUS landlord. The girl who moved into my old apartment after I left called me this weekend to...
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maddy:
melly is adorable....i might be getting a place with a dishwasher
"does he come with a musket, because that could be a deal breaker"
"does he come with a musket, because that could be a deal breaker"
eli:
ill be your dishwasher
hey. i just noticed you have super awesome eyemakeup on in your profile.
notify me when you get your gift, just dont open it.