I'm so hard on myself. 
I used to be close to 200lbs., and I lost a gang of weight a couple of years ago. Then last Summer I started to attend a gym regularly. I eat healthily, and I'm in shape. I have no problem whatsoever being naked in front of others, and I know I have sex appeal.
The thing is, I'm SO NITPICKY when it comes to my body. Because I used to be so big, I now have this chub - leftovers, as I like to call it - that won't go away, no matter what I do. I'd kill for a flat stomach, and I wish my gargantuan thighs were a little more manageable. ARGH.
Whatever. I just would like to be able to adore my body just the way it is, but for some reason it's never good enough.
Maybe it's the heat.
I used to be close to 200lbs., and I lost a gang of weight a couple of years ago. Then last Summer I started to attend a gym regularly. I eat healthily, and I'm in shape. I have no problem whatsoever being naked in front of others, and I know I have sex appeal.
The thing is, I'm SO NITPICKY when it comes to my body. Because I used to be so big, I now have this chub - leftovers, as I like to call it - that won't go away, no matter what I do. I'd kill for a flat stomach, and I wish my gargantuan thighs were a little more manageable. ARGH.
Whatever. I just would like to be able to adore my body just the way it is, but for some reason it's never good enough.
Maybe it's the heat.
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Don't touch em till they have FUR!