brittymon

heres a photo of me hiding under the freeway in Pasadena...woo

well i dont exactly think i will fully explain what happened to me in the last day. or ever want to even think about it again..uh... i ran...i fucking ran and hid because i knew what i..they.. it all was utterly illegal and i hadn't done anything yet... so if i ran what could they do? so i fucking ran. mike is so pissed off at me. i feel like ive failed him and especially my self...more then ever? i didn't think that was possible. heh but THAT is life... shit i guess i will continue on my journey...or whatever? but yeah i think this week, everything that happened(or didn't) went exactly the opposite of what i would have liked to happen... i think i missed a few doctor/dentist appointments witch is really bad. but i actually couldn't get there from lack of gas funds.

~Brittany
me trying to relax/calm down with a bowl...