brinny

If only you people knew... if only you knew.
One of these days you will...



I am glad the ugly is FINALLY out of my life and only good can happen.
I AM SOOOOO READY!
I am soooo much better then what I have been offering myself. Its time to be happy and have what I want.
Bye Bye icky, indecisive, abusive, boring person who ruined everything and hello love, understanding, inspiration and companionship. I am READY for you now. I am sorry I have been an idiot who loves way to much. But this time I am investing it into something that isn't a complete complacent train wreck. Its been a LONG time since I felt loved. I have been being hated for almost 3 years straight. I wasn't hated because I am and awful person but because they have issues and obviously don't like themselves very much. I have been a physical and mental punching bag for WAY to long.

Why did I waste so many years being scared and hurt? HA! I am silly.
I need love and love is what I am going to let myself FINALLY get! YAY~
I am sooo excited for this. I miss being Brinny. I FINALLY got her back!
It been a lonely 3 years. But that will change, once my heart comes and rescues me!