A crush is a loving thing.
I have been going to the gym for years and do go to work out, stay in shape and be healthy; however, lately I have been going to see a girl. Her name is Kaytlin, and she is the most beautiful girl in my gym hands down. She is usually there at the same time most days, but its never a guarantee and I cannot always be on time myself. We dont have an appointment or even a prearranged meeting time, but it has become expected that we will both be there around that time. The rush of my heart beat has been controllable lately, but I think that is a good thing and not an indication of a decrease in my crush. It has been a busy time for me and she has been absent lately as well, but its the New Year so a renewed commitment is normal.
Many people at my gym have their routine and I am no different, except mine is more about being in the right place at the right time than it is about what is the best order of exercises. Choosing the best advantage point so that I can see her is key; this means negotiating a few things, but usually I get the place I want. I see her looking for me and it always makes me smile to be in her thoughts. As she walks by I get the chance to explore her body with my eyes; that perfect butt of hers is my favorite part. On more than one occasion I have imagined what it would be like to massage her bum and legs, on my way to much better places and even more enjoyable acts. The feel of her muscles in my hands; as they would tense up and then relax with each stroke. I can hear her laugh and giggle as she relinquishes control to me; the sound of her laugh would only fuel my passion and how much I want to please her. Her presence is welcomed and her absence is noticed; however, I expect that the days she is not there only serve as reminders of how important she is and increases the joy of the days when she is there.
There are other girls and although they may not be her, they are beautiful, pleasing to talk and almost as pleasing to look at as Kaytlin is. I always smile when Kaytlin enters the area; her hair is long but usually tied back, and even with the limited need to dress up that a gym requires, she still manages to look hot and her outfits always match, right down to her shoes. Being young, she has a firm tight body, with great curves and because of her continued efforts it will be with her for a long time. I admit that on more than a few occasions she and others have caught me staring at her from a far; however, when up close it is her eyes that capture ones attention. It is not just a crush, and I am always keeping an eye out for her. I watch for her because I dont want her to catch me in any situation that may take away from the expressions of affection I have paid to her. An unwritten understanding which is never talked about, but one that you know is there so timing is crucial and being aware ensures that she will always know how important she is to me.
When she is not there its not the same so when she is, I watch her and it is clear that her commitment to her body is real; which may explain why she motivates me so much. The way she commits to whatever activity she is doing that day, and how she is totally focused on her goals; not only here, but also in her life. She has that look, one that shows confidence and courage. The way she walks is strong and her path is direct, from one point to another, watching and being aware of her surroundings all at the same time. When she approaches I can see a small smile come across her face when she sees how I light up at the mere sight of her. My natural reaction to her is so obvious and noticeable; my eyes widen, a small lump In my throat is swallowed and an uncontrollable smile crosses my face. She is there to train, and I am sure she has more than one admirer, but to me she is perfect and she knows it. Brief conversations are all you usually get but if you plan them right and take an interest; you will learn all that you need to. She is studying to be a nurse; a perfect profession for such a passionate and caring person. Although she makes you want to be under her care, I find myself dreaming about taking care of her as well.
Her body language says as much as her words and as with all women you must be aware and adapt accordingly. Crossed arms, are an absolute sign of defence and hesitation; while a smile upon approach means that she had a good day, and no smile is a sign that a quick hello is more than she really cares to give.
When she does smile, its like a blinding rush for those first few moments; I try to catch up with a hello, how are you? and listen intently to her response. Often there is time for a question or two about the other parts of each others lives, or about how our days are going. I have to admit I have told her, on more than one occasion, how nice she looks and I know she understands that my motives are less than totally admirable. I am good with details where women are concerned and I remember the little things, so if she has changed something like her hair or got a tan I will mention it and she may smile, making it well worth the effort. I got that piece of advice from a book I once read and can honestly say that even when women know youre using a comment as an opening line, it still works.
During these moments, everyone else seems to disappear and those six senses that watch everything and which are usually acute and keep me aware of my surroundings, seem to be disabled for a time. Once that moment passes, its like a snap back to reality where I find myself having to regain the awareness and location of everything and everyone around me.
It is a day to day routine, one that I look forward to and get so much from when our schedules match; but also one that I miss when our schedules do not. Those days are ok as well, it gives me the room to engage other women and look for opportunities that may go farther than a crush. For someone who has no luck in love and even less luck in lust, practice is not only fun it is necessary for me. A crush is a good and innocent thing.
Brian Gopell
I have been going to the gym for years and do go to work out, stay in shape and be healthy; however, lately I have been going to see a girl. Her name is Kaytlin, and she is the most beautiful girl in my gym hands down. She is usually there at the same time most days, but its never a guarantee and I cannot always be on time myself. We dont have an appointment or even a prearranged meeting time, but it has become expected that we will both be there around that time. The rush of my heart beat has been controllable lately, but I think that is a good thing and not an indication of a decrease in my crush. It has been a busy time for me and she has been absent lately as well, but its the New Year so a renewed commitment is normal.
Many people at my gym have their routine and I am no different, except mine is more about being in the right place at the right time than it is about what is the best order of exercises. Choosing the best advantage point so that I can see her is key; this means negotiating a few things, but usually I get the place I want. I see her looking for me and it always makes me smile to be in her thoughts. As she walks by I get the chance to explore her body with my eyes; that perfect butt of hers is my favorite part. On more than one occasion I have imagined what it would be like to massage her bum and legs, on my way to much better places and even more enjoyable acts. The feel of her muscles in my hands; as they would tense up and then relax with each stroke. I can hear her laugh and giggle as she relinquishes control to me; the sound of her laugh would only fuel my passion and how much I want to please her. Her presence is welcomed and her absence is noticed; however, I expect that the days she is not there only serve as reminders of how important she is and increases the joy of the days when she is there.
There are other girls and although they may not be her, they are beautiful, pleasing to talk and almost as pleasing to look at as Kaytlin is. I always smile when Kaytlin enters the area; her hair is long but usually tied back, and even with the limited need to dress up that a gym requires, she still manages to look hot and her outfits always match, right down to her shoes. Being young, she has a firm tight body, with great curves and because of her continued efforts it will be with her for a long time. I admit that on more than a few occasions she and others have caught me staring at her from a far; however, when up close it is her eyes that capture ones attention. It is not just a crush, and I am always keeping an eye out for her. I watch for her because I dont want her to catch me in any situation that may take away from the expressions of affection I have paid to her. An unwritten understanding which is never talked about, but one that you know is there so timing is crucial and being aware ensures that she will always know how important she is to me.
When she is not there its not the same so when she is, I watch her and it is clear that her commitment to her body is real; which may explain why she motivates me so much. The way she commits to whatever activity she is doing that day, and how she is totally focused on her goals; not only here, but also in her life. She has that look, one that shows confidence and courage. The way she walks is strong and her path is direct, from one point to another, watching and being aware of her surroundings all at the same time. When she approaches I can see a small smile come across her face when she sees how I light up at the mere sight of her. My natural reaction to her is so obvious and noticeable; my eyes widen, a small lump In my throat is swallowed and an uncontrollable smile crosses my face. She is there to train, and I am sure she has more than one admirer, but to me she is perfect and she knows it. Brief conversations are all you usually get but if you plan them right and take an interest; you will learn all that you need to. She is studying to be a nurse; a perfect profession for such a passionate and caring person. Although she makes you want to be under her care, I find myself dreaming about taking care of her as well.
Her body language says as much as her words and as with all women you must be aware and adapt accordingly. Crossed arms, are an absolute sign of defence and hesitation; while a smile upon approach means that she had a good day, and no smile is a sign that a quick hello is more than she really cares to give.
When she does smile, its like a blinding rush for those first few moments; I try to catch up with a hello, how are you? and listen intently to her response. Often there is time for a question or two about the other parts of each others lives, or about how our days are going. I have to admit I have told her, on more than one occasion, how nice she looks and I know she understands that my motives are less than totally admirable. I am good with details where women are concerned and I remember the little things, so if she has changed something like her hair or got a tan I will mention it and she may smile, making it well worth the effort. I got that piece of advice from a book I once read and can honestly say that even when women know youre using a comment as an opening line, it still works.
During these moments, everyone else seems to disappear and those six senses that watch everything and which are usually acute and keep me aware of my surroundings, seem to be disabled for a time. Once that moment passes, its like a snap back to reality where I find myself having to regain the awareness and location of everything and everyone around me.
It is a day to day routine, one that I look forward to and get so much from when our schedules match; but also one that I miss when our schedules do not. Those days are ok as well, it gives me the room to engage other women and look for opportunities that may go farther than a crush. For someone who has no luck in love and even less luck in lust, practice is not only fun it is necessary for me. A crush is a good and innocent thing.
Brian Gopell