Thursday Aug 26, 2004

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okay fine, fine I say!!!

<looks around room>

Blanket in hand and not a single cutie to curl up with.

Le Sigh...


<closes windows and turns on heat>

Thursday Aug 26, 2004

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EDIT TO ADD>>>

COULD MY INTERNET CONNECTION BE ANY SLOWER TODAY????

Sheesh, here take my $$$ give me nothing. Oh wait, is that my ISP or my Ex Girlfriend I am talking about. LOL~~

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Will the rain never end? You know I actually like rain and was glad to see it come on but after 5 or 6 days, I start thinking...

err I...
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beatrice:
slacker.
i liked being first on your friends list. frown
beatrice:
exactly. tongue

Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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Sometimes when it gets chilly like tonight I wish I could leave the windows open and curl up with a cutie under a blanket instead of closing the windows and turning on the heat...

looking for volunteers. wink

hope you are all having a good night. Mine is ... lots to think about and it is all good.
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tiffanymarie:
Any luck with a volunteer yet? I only mentioned sex 3 times. That is kind of sad. Oh well, if I were single I doubt I'd be having sex much. Makes me feel worthless if it's just a one-night thing. Take care and good luck!
germany:
ahhh your the coolest... but wouldn't it be cool if me a shera could be on top of each other in your favs list?? yah i thought so too.. i can only wish

Monday Aug 23, 2004

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So many things in this life that can drag you down, it was never meant to be that easy and nobody is entitled to happiness.

So when you find something that makes you truly smile from your core out. Go with it, enjoy it. It may last 5 minutes, 5 years or who knows...

regardless you will remember it forever.
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lucilla:
I need a freakin' smile from my core out frown It is a good thought. I'm just negatory right now
beatrice:
blah, 3 more days of work. i'm so chiily so why don't i turn off the fan? instead i turn on the heater as well. i'm brilliant!

Monday Aug 23, 2004

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I am so physically exhausted right now....

come take care of me. frown
welcome2thedawn:
you pooooor thang.... kiss
beatrice:
i'll be right over! wink
so no quiet night for you? i'm sorry to hear that, but i wouldn't mind hearing some wild stories...
do i see...a nap in your future?

Sunday Aug 22, 2004

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EDIT:

STUPID ONCALL UP ALL FUCKING NIGHT AGAIN TONIGHT>>>>>>>>>

GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

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woo hoo.. less than 12 hours to go. come on ... just one night don't ring and let me sleep...

sweet sleep.

please

Sunday Aug 22, 2004

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Edited for you. I just saw about the hottest photo I have ever seen in my life. Seriously.


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Salinger's "Cathcher in the Rye" and Kerouac's "On the Road"

just picked them up today on my 2004 tour of classic authors I have not read or at least not since high school.

next up Steinbeck and Hemingway..

good day so far. but a hell of...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
I will ask my 3 and many more over a cocktail more fun that way.
beatrice:
HAHAHAHahahaha! i've done that too. i'm all for cocktails. i've got to go call the east coast now, if you're not around when i get done, i'll await your invitation. kiss

Saturday Aug 21, 2004

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quiet Saturday... oncall not so bad and I am catching up on my sleep. Got some work to do this evening but not all night long.

Then tomorrow promises to be warm and rainy, a lazy Sunday morning with the rain pouring outside and nothing to do.

perfect stay in bed and play day. wink
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beatrice:
how close?
the visit could have been worse i suppose, but it could have also been better. i guess it just is what it is which is out of my hands.
i am a big fan of this morning.
beatrice:
i thought things were feeling a little sexier around here. i'm just a few blocks from blue moon.

Friday Aug 20, 2004

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OMG...

my next toy!!!! kiss love

Motorola
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beatrice:
glad you can appreciate a multidimensional girl such as myself. and i think my toys are more fun. kiss
beatrice:
some of my toys require more than one player. i'm very generous. i'm glad i can make you smile, that makes me feel good. smile

[Edited on Aug 21, 2004 11:18AM]

Thursday Aug 19, 2004

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don't get me wrong.. I have loved and lost, been dumped and dumped others...

but lately I have been feeling particularly sentimental and I am not sure why.

perhaps it is just old age settling in on me. surreal
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beatrice:
biological clock? honestly, if you lived in portland...wait a minute...
and you obviously have no idea what kind of weekend i'll be having: after months of ignoring and being hurtful to me, my ex is coming up to take me to a concert--the tickets for which he bought when he was still pleasant to me. so, i expect a lot of knife twisting and gut wrenching. maybe just a lot of bittersweetness. i'll let you know, but i doubt it will warrant a "woot woot!"
beatrice:
it's ok, that other visit will be just a visit. as i keep reminding everybody, i'm a nice girl.
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