Ooooh Heidi got very jealous last night of Bre. Bre is the girl I spent New Years with. She is cute and fun and we are both in a place where we seem to be un raveling from disasterous relationships we thought would be so much more.
I was not in there but Bre told me that Heidi was giving her the major stare down...
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I was not in there but Bre told me that Heidi was giving her the major stare down...
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sluttygoodgirl:
No apologies necessary! And I will always have a smile for you. 
sluttygoodgirl:
Haha, that's funny that Miss H was feeling so jealous of Bre 
Last night had a long talk with a long time guy friend of Heidi's who was basically telling me to get out, get away, stay away. Also he was telling me that already she is starting to meet a new guy.
Grrr...
Then this morning this email from her. I have not replied yet and am not sure what to say:
Good morning to you!...
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Grrr...
Then this morning this email from her. I have not replied yet and am not sure what to say:
Good morning to you!...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Who is this friend of hers? Why does he say those things? Purely because he thinks she has met another guy? This email from her....what do you think you are going to do? She says she has been thinking about you a lot and wants to talk to you about that....hmmm.....
beatrice:
it should be easier, shouldn't it?
grrr.. why so hard to walk away? why?
Not a peep yesterday or today but those are the days she usually spends with Tyson.
Tomorrow there will definitely be a email. If there is not it will be a blessing from the Gods. If there is it will be something useless and inane like "Happy Monday, hope you had a good weekend". Bleeechhhh...
I wish...
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Not a peep yesterday or today but those are the days she usually spends with Tyson.
Tomorrow there will definitely be a email. If there is not it will be a blessing from the Gods. If there is it will be something useless and inane like "Happy Monday, hope you had a good weekend". Bleeechhhh...
I wish...
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sassitude:
good luck. 
I hate complicated things! Don't you?!
I hate complicated things! Don't you?!
sluttygoodgirl:
EW! So hard to look away when she is right there.....
Well time to update.
Since Thursday when I basically said you are not offering what I want and I need space... I have not been in touch with miss Heidi.
She on the other hand has been down at the pub across from my house both Thursday night and Friday night. Texted me once each Thursday night and Friday night and emailed me Friday.
She...
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Since Thursday when I basically said you are not offering what I want and I need space... I have not been in touch with miss Heidi.
She on the other hand has been down at the pub across from my house both Thursday night and Friday night. Texted me once each Thursday night and Friday night and emailed me Friday.
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beatrice:
so is it over or just over for now?
tiffanymarie:
I hope she did have a taste of the herself. She deserves it. Not you! You are far too kind of a man for that kind of treatment.
About possibly going to Africa, I was only told $800 as a price from my friend that is going. She hasn't looked into tickets at all. She had heard that from her aunt. I just found a price on the internet, $3000. That isn't going to work if I can't find a price around $800. I hope I can! Take care sweetie. Best of luck to you with staying strong.
About possibly going to Africa, I was only told $800 as a price from my friend that is going. She hasn't looked into tickets at all. She had heard that from her aunt. I just found a price on the internet, $3000. That isn't going to work if I can't find a price around $800. I hope I can! Take care sweetie. Best of luck to you with staying strong.
Well here is the latest. I need your help to be strong. Last night for the first time ever I said I would call her and I did not.. I think it kind of suprised her but I was just trying to put a little more distance between her and I.
Read the email thread below from work today from the bottom up.
Tonight after...
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Read the email thread below from work today from the bottom up.
Tonight after...
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tiffanymarie:
Dear Mr. Bosonuser,
It seems like all the time you've talking about this "Heidi" woman, you've just been getting more and more hurt from her. What happened to the other girl you spent New Years with? She didn't seem to hurt you at all. I know I don't know that complete situation, but it sounds like you should just let Heidi go do her own thing. She doesn't even want to reserve time in her life for you. From what you say at least, which I'm not doubting you. She can't commit to a few hours of spending time with you. It sounds like you just need to let the whole thing go. It doesn't sound healthy for a person to go through this shit. Ya know?
Whenever you mention her it seems like you're bent out of shape over something she did or did not do.
I wish you the best of luck staying strong. And what may come of this whole Heidi situation.
Good luck,
Tiffany
It seems like all the time you've talking about this "Heidi" woman, you've just been getting more and more hurt from her. What happened to the other girl you spent New Years with? She didn't seem to hurt you at all. I know I don't know that complete situation, but it sounds like you should just let Heidi go do her own thing. She doesn't even want to reserve time in her life for you. From what you say at least, which I'm not doubting you. She can't commit to a few hours of spending time with you. It sounds like you just need to let the whole thing go. It doesn't sound healthy for a person to go through this shit. Ya know?
Whenever you mention her it seems like you're bent out of shape over something she did or did not do.
I wish you the best of luck staying strong. And what may come of this whole Heidi situation.
Good luck,
Tiffany
sluttygoodgirl:
thinking of you 
well slight change of plans. More distance for me.
I just don't feel good about this person or like they are trustworthy. I was talking to her today and she has been saying she wants to talk to me. I asked her if she wanted to do something tonight and she hemmed and hawwwed about all these other "maybe" things. I told her I would...
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I just don't feel good about this person or like they are trustworthy. I was talking to her today and she has been saying she wants to talk to me. I asked her if she wanted to do something tonight and she hemmed and hawwwed about all these other "maybe" things. I told her I would...
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sluttygoodgirl:
*hug* (naked) 
i'm kidding....i'm sorry things suck right now with all of that.
i'm kidding....i'm sorry things suck right now with all of that.
clara:
Sorry this isn't working how you would like best. Good luck with the next one.
today I feel.....
gosh I just don't know, but it feels like shit to not feel trust that I do know.
gosh I just don't know, but it feels like shit to not feel trust that I do know.
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sluttygoodgirl:
things will pan out....in the meantime, it can truly be hell.
things will pan out....in the meantime, it can truly be hell.
sluttygoodgirl:
the fun is only beginning
Funny when I pulled away and let her know I was busy Sunday and Monday night... her tone changed rather quickly and drastically:
Gotta read from the bottom up.. sorry.
This morning she also wrote me a message that said "I am not trying to fix something that I have obviously ruined I am just trying to be your friend"
other thread:
She Wrote:
Sent:...
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Gotta read from the bottom up.. sorry.
This morning she also wrote me a message that said "I am not trying to fix something that I have obviously ruined I am just trying to be your friend"
other thread:
She Wrote:
Sent:...
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beatrice:
just trying to be your friend?
Well after 6 months of on again off again.. last weekend H and I finally spent the weekend together. She dropped the L bomb on me telling me she loves me etc.. etc.. and the sex was pretty good also.
By Monday she was "confused, scared and nervous" by Friday we were hardly talking since she had distanced herself so far from me that week....
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By Monday she was "confused, scared and nervous" by Friday we were hardly talking since she had distanced herself so far from me that week....
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beatrice:
power struggles feel good initially when you're on the winning side, but i think it ends up in the toilet every time. plus, i can never pull it off because i have no will power. she should make an effort. you should be able to trust her and not check out where she is at 4am or question what she tells you, but ultimately relationships are far too complex for these kind of rules. if you do love her, you should lay out everything you want in black and white and try really hard to make it good.
welcome2thedawn:
sound like way too much drama...i personally would not want to waste my time with it...but that's always easier to say from an outsiders point of view.....
how can I be broke? Grrrr..... I just got paid two days ago. Okay I don't know about this getting paid once a month thing. I liked getting paid every week!
So got my paycheck, entered all my bills for the month and I estimate I have $200 of leeway for the entire month???? Dammit.
Okay so part of it is that I have been...
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So got my paycheck, entered all my bills for the month and I estimate I have $200 of leeway for the entire month???? Dammit.
Okay so part of it is that I have been...
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beatrice:
hmmm, did you say it first? some people say it back because they don't know what else to say. have you been able to talk to her about it? i do hate those "other" people.
beatrice:
you know, i've come to the conclusion that estrogen makes you a little crazy. i am dead serious. and i don't think there's a cure.