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I have either made a new friend or I have been on two dates this week.. I am not sure. smile

Either way I have had a busy and fun week and things are okay. For some reason I have been a bit in the doldrums since last night and I am not quite sure why. Hopefully they will shake free soon and I can continue...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Dates!!?? eeek smile This is good!! An appointment, huh....hmmmm.....interesting. smile Hope the doldrums let go soon.
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Monday's... bah!!! surreal

nothing to report, all is quiet.

Have you seen the movie "Open Water". Watched that yesterday. I thought it was really good. I really liked the characters and really cared about them. The movie was still kind of rolling around in my head hours after it was over...
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sluttygoodgirl:
evil moments.....i like those...
tiffanymarie:
My boy is the reason I went to Beaverton. He didn't go to the Family Guy family though. He had shit to do for school.

Haven't even heard of the movie, at least I don't believe I have.
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your the most important person you know, of all the people you will ever know, you are the only one you will never leave or lose.
lostidentity:
Thats some good stuff!! smile
tiffanymarie:
yes but it is still nice having that other person there. i'm still in the state of mind of he'll never leave me. moreso i hope he doesn't. this is too good for a waste of three years and counting.
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a slow rainy day... not much to do and it is good that way.

hope you have something good planned for your weekend.
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sluttygoodgirl:
I think you give good advice. It is good to hear that things are going better for you in relation to your thoughts of a future with miss H. I also believe that the future will be what it will be, and all I can control is what I choose to do with myself. This is easy to believe, but much harder to put into practice in the midst of pain and chaos.

I added a pic of the husband and I to my journal, from 32 years ago.

[Edited on Apr 30, 2005 1:35PM]
catiedid:
good to be back, thanks smile

things are getting better and I am hopeful they will continue in that direction.

how are things with you?
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okay so I am a bit nervous but forward I go. Tonight I am going to do something that I probably should have done 10 years ago.

This is the thing I was talking about last week that I am not ready to give details on. BUT... well we shall see. This may be the first and last time or it may be a step...
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tiffanymarie:
Good luck with whatever it is you are doing. Does this mean you will not be around sg for awhile?

No, the line didn't work. I just told the guy, that's nice, I'm taken. He then went on about how my boyfriend is a lucky man, and I have the most gorgeous eyes, blah blah blah. He was alright looking, nothing swoon worthy.
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last night a certain someone was at the pub with her beau...

whilst I will admit there was a tinge of....

overall I was fine and feel fine today. Things are progressing nicely according to plan. Actually I had hoped to be here at month 3 so I am 3 weeks ahead of schedule. wink
beatrice:
good for you. what i wouldn't give if it were only a tinge...
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sometimes I have to step back from everything and gain a little perspective.

remember this...

what the catepillar calls the end of the world the observer calls a butterfly.

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oliv:
I like that I will try to remeber that. Sorry for not getting back to you I went to the coast. Fun stuff. I may or may not go to Eugene this weekend to see a friend but if not we should hang out. O.

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clara:
That's a great philosophy when you hear it in your head, but I'd hate to see it on a mug.
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All is well on the home front. I have picked up some reading and I am delving into it ... I think, well I don't know what to think but good things or coming that is for sure.

I saw this the other day and I really liked it. I am not currently feeling this way but I think it describes how I was feeling...
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sluttygoodgirl:
It sounds like things are moving in the right direction for you, I'm glad smile
sluttygoodgirl:
It does give me hope.
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Well two things are happening today...

one is something that I have always kind of wanted and I was not sure. Today I took the first steps towards it, just exploring. When I am ready to talk about it you will know. smile

The other, well it has to do with how I have been feeling and it started yesterday. Ask me again Monday and I...
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sassitude:
yeah, way to be cryptic, buddy! Just leave us hanging... wink
sluttygoodgirl:
You sure do know how to tease!! wink But it all sounds good...I think.... smile
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today I had a interesting read.... very.

I think I realized something about me that I did not realize before. Now I need to go digest that information.

Hope your having a good day. The Sun is out... time to play. smile
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tiffanymarie:
I'm so stoked, it is such a relief to have a nicer car. You're right, it is time to alter my fantasy.
oliv:
hey I just wanted to say hello, it is a very good day! I love the sun. How are you doing? O.