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okay so work is growing out of control. but at least the days go by fast I was actually kind of bored for awhile and it left me far.. far too much time to just sit and think all day. This is much.. much better.
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sluttygoodgirl:
thank you my friend smile

i have found as well that busy is good. now if i could just get a little more busy....
catiedid:
good luck with your surgery tomorrow smile
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she is here and I love her!!! kiss

sooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!
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tiffanymarie:
Have I really missed out on something?
beatrice:
hmmm...sounds like things are rather fantastic?
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each love is unique, sometimes it is difficult to think or remember who or when was your greatest or even if there was such a one...

on the other side I take little solace in past heartbreakes and the if's and when's of my recovery from them. Like each love each loss is also unique.

But one thing is for sure. Like all others this...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Yeah, 66 years. They both look to be in their 80's. Amazing.

This too shall pass......a good thing to keep in mind.

Don't you bring your baby home today??!!! smile
catiedid:
all we can do is learn and grow from all our past loves and experiences and hope that the pain passes quickly.
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man I have hit a serious Heidi funk over the last week or so and it hit hard this weekend. I don't know why.

I have some maybe's... maybe because the girl I met a few weeks back I now realize is not going to go anywhere and there are aspects of my interaction with her that remind me of Heidi (she is a not...
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catiedid:
i'm sorry you are having such a tough time moving on. i wish i could offer you some wise advice or words of wisdom to make it all better, but unfortunately I don't. it will get better, even though it seems like it won't. maybe picking up your car tomorrow will help make you feel better...go out and play and take your mind off your pain.

i hope the surgery you have scheduled isn't anything serious. i hope it goes well.
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Okay I am retarded.. I have no idea how to post a photo in my journal. frown

but if you want to know what I am trying to show you then check out the first 3 photo's in my pics. They are my new toy for the Summer.

I decided... fuck it. I am going to have it and have fun and I am going to...
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tiffanymarie:
Yeah that's how I see the whole Bridgewood thing. But that's okay next month will be more hours and next month is really close.

From the sounds of it you definitely deserve that car. All I do with my money is pay off debts also. It really sucks but that's life.
catiedid:
have you been driving around all weekend lookin' cool?
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the old has got to go....

nothing much to say just that the entry had to go. smile

thanks all.
catiedid:
i guess i could have worded it a little differently blush

i like your new post, nicely done smile
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well today was a difficult day. frown

I woke up to a very intense dream about miss Heidi today. After that I realized that today is 3 months to the day since I walked out of the relationship. I thought I would feel better and not care about it all by now.... but obviously I still care.

I decided to treat myself early to a little...
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catiedid:
whoever wants either, or both, can come and get it...neither seems to get me anywhere whatever

feeling better today?
sluttygoodgirl:
Yeah, some positivity here....it feels nice. I hope you are doing better today my friend. smile
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Seen the movie "Closer" ??

Hrrrrmmmmmmm

sad. do we lie to those we love? why? fear? control?

is it all just too difficult...

hrrrrmmmmm.....

PS. I think I am going through a full blown mid life crisis, the house is out of the question until I know more about my future job status post merger. In the meantime:

Fun in the Sun
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swingkitten:
Terrified.
swingkitten:
The only creepy part is being put to sleep.
I always try and punch 'em.

Anyway yeah, that's a good thing.
Should've done it a long time ago.
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Thought this one was cute from a colleague at work:

Science: (n.) The attempt by subroutines in an operating system to deduce the source code and write the instruction manual
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catiedid:
i will never be swim suit worthy...but those are my issues wink
rodan:
lol - cute smile
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Happy Mom's day to all your mothers out there. smile

To my own,

I hope you have a beautiful day wherever you may be.

love,

Sean
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sluttygoodgirl:
sorry to hear that....
aeryn:
ahh all the generations above me are gone- or at least not here in this world anymore. Your lucky to have you grandmothers!