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The weekend, finally. Oncall for hrrrmmm 3 more days. Please God let the weekend be quiet and let me survive this oncall week relatively un harmed except for the lack of a full nights sleep any night this week.

tiffanymarie:
oncall? what the heck are you talking about? hmm.. when did you change your birthday to that absurd date? how am i supposed to shower you with gifts now? hahahahah just kidding. i can't afford to shower anyone with gifts now. i will soon have to have a car payment and full coverage for insurance. although, i will have a nicer car. i can't wait. but then again i can.
welcome2thedawn:
please, please, please god let bosonuser's weekend be a quiet one....and please let him survive the next 3 days....we don't want to lose him...and if you could just throw in at least 1 full night of sleep...that would be super!!! biggrin
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what a turnaround in the last couple of weeks, yea for perserverance. smile

Things are going marvelously with Heidi and I. Count me happy, now I get to see if it was worth all the effort...

and even worse, will I still want it once I have it? blush

hee hee..

I think so
tiffanymarie:
I'm glad things have been going wonderful for you as of late. Makes me a happy peach to hear it. Hope things continue this good streak for the lady friend and you. kiss
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Please God let today be the day that the fucking brownshirts go...

I just cannot bear 4 more years...

please
welcome2thedawn:
i am soooooooooooooooo with you
tiffanymarie:
Sadly there will be 4 more years.
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tired today... sooo sleepy.

So my sis and a friend are coming over because they want to hand out candy to the kiddies tonight. smile

okay by me.

Gotta be mellow tomorrow starts my week rotation of being oncall for work. Ugggghhhh....
tiffanymarie:
purrr hello. handing out candy is alright, but collecting it is much better! kiss
tiffanymarie:
actually that was for work. it was 6:50am when that picture was taken. i worked until 2:30pm and then carved pumpkins with the boy and made dinner. afterwards around 7 we took off to go see the movie. which by the way, scared me shitless. i cried at one point and wanted to cry at a few others. slept with the red christmas lights on last night. and when calvin got up to go get ready for school at 6am i was terrified because i kept hearing noises. after he left i kept waking up and now i still have until at least 10:30-11 until he gets home from school. damn that movie was good, it scared me this bad. go see it!
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Okay so seriously what the hell to do about Heidi.

Rarely has any woman so frustrated me in my life, I have usually either walked away from it or been in some sort of relationship with them by now. But this... Oh God...

Here is what I know:

-She really likes me.
-She is not trusting at all
-She just got out of a bad...
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Well off to a Halloween Party. Was gonna go with H, but since she has once again become non responsive and only God knows why this time I am flying solo.

She of course will be across the street at a costume party at the pub there. I will be long gone....

hrrrrmmmm..

Happy Halloween
hotcurry:
The paintings are acrylic on canvas. Most of them are 16"x20". Shoot me an email if you are interested in purchasing one. kiss cellulloyd@hotmail.com
sluttygoodgirl:
Hope the Halloween party was fun!

Relationships are so damn complicated.... confused
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Well time to update. Got my auto back from the dealership and thankfully the issue with the 4 wheel drive is a wiring problem ($$) and not a transaxle/hub problem ($$$$$$+). So that with some brake work set me back $515. Lot less than I had feared. Woo Hoo!

Went out with Miss Heidi last night. Good times, good talk, seems Miss Heidi and do...
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beatrice:
well, i already know you don't want to hear my advice on her, but i do hope it works out if that's what you want.
sluttygoodgirl:
Yeah, the communication thing....SO important (damn it!) smile Have a great Halloween!
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errr don't mind me as I sleep away the day. Everything is so quiet lately... sheesh..

bored.

my knee is killing me. Man, I am a wreck! First my back now my knee. I thought I twisted my ankle on some uneven flooring/mats at the gym the other day but my ankle seems fine and my knee is killing me. If it hurts this bad...
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beatrice:
maybe try swimming?
tiffanymarie:
how are you doing sweetie?
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well that is past, 3rd funeral in 4 months.

I am tired of going to funerals now.

I wish someone had some joy to share with me today
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beatrice:
cute distraction? nothing more substantial? are you still pursuing the heidi drama?

oh, and d and i have been friends for a while. he just really wants to get in my pants.

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beatrice:
sorry to sound harsh, it's just your words and your actions don't seem to match up sometimes, but i suppose it's really none of my concern.
only happy thoughts for you then. kiss tomorrow will surely hold something better for you.
and i have told him to get in line. wink
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hmmmm.... oh and the greats just keep rolling in.

the man who gave me my start in this business I am in, a friend, boss, confidant, and just a really great guy..

well he died today.

as he was working on his retirement and planning a trip to disney world and the bahama's for his family, grandchildren, children..

he just died..

fuck
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tiffanymarie:
You have to do what you have to do. Moving to Atlanta might not be that bad. There's always something that could be better life. You do what you have to. Good luck with everything there is come, the funeral and everything else. I wish you luck!
beatrice:
damn. how'd he die? at least he was looking forward to a lot of good things.
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man, you can cut the anxiety in the air with a knife at work this week. Sheesh.....
tiffanymarie:
I wouldn't doubt that.
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you think you would know, but for me I just don't know I have no bearing on it, no past experience to play off of, I just don't know but I think about it and that is more than I used to do.

I just don't know, when is it time to let go.