Wasted Time.....
old music,
if you know the reference then you know how I feel.
old music,
if you know the reference then you know how I feel.
okay so I got up un godly early for work today. Yes... 3:30am. Was at work at 4am. Stupid India, cannot keep the power on all night so I have to get up in the middle of the night to do some maintenance on a project there. No power but they want to send our jobs there?
Crap..
Anyhow it did mean that I got...
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Crap..
Anyhow it did mean that I got...
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beatrice:
i'm going home for a couple of weeks over christmas. thanksgiving was never a huge deal for the hughes family anyway. i've had a few good ones with my friends though; this year it seems they all have other agendas.
sassitude:
yes...bad sean. But, seeing as how it is your day for another 4 hours and 15 minutes, it must be allowed. 
I'm afraid I don't know the reference, or how you feel (your most recent entry).
Getting up early for work sucks, doesn't it? I have to work at 5 am most of the time, which means getting up around 4:20...it's pretty disgusting. Nobody should have to get up that early! If I changed jobs, I'm not really sure what to do...my co-worker said she thinks I could easily move to another coffee shop and become an assistant manager pretty quickly, but I also have bank teller experience, so I might want to pursue that, since the pay is pretty good.
I'm afraid I don't know the reference, or how you feel (your most recent entry).
Getting up early for work sucks, doesn't it? I have to work at 5 am most of the time, which means getting up around 4:20...it's pretty disgusting. Nobody should have to get up that early! If I changed jobs, I'm not really sure what to do...my co-worker said she thinks I could easily move to another coffee shop and become an assistant manager pretty quickly, but I also have bank teller experience, so I might want to pursue that, since the pay is pretty good.
a nice quiet and lazy day.
now to find someone who wants to share it with me today and that would round it out nicely.
now to find someone who wants to share it with me today and that would round it out nicely.
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sassitude:
yup...i am their pushover, their secretary, their bitch, their banker, who does not get paid nearly enough. 
but enough of my ramblings...hehe. We decided today was your day.
but enough of my ramblings...hehe. We decided today was your day.
sassitude:
no, I actually hate my job. It's not really the job itself, I don't mind being a barista, but the management at that place is just so bad, it's almost unbearable. I need a new job, but I've been there for almost two and a half years, and I think I'm afraid of change.
Yup. Happy Sean Day.
Yup. Happy Sean Day.
this evening I was sad. but then someone ... well a girl, she suprised me.
made me smile.
it was nice. I hope she knows how thankful I am.
made me smile.
it was nice. I hope she knows how thankful I am.
Whew! That was freaking close. I was just telling my boss and our CIO the other day that due to the fact that they wanted to save money we are housing all the email for N/S America, Asia, Europe (there are other isolated pockets not on this one device but most is on this device) on one storage array.
And before we started the policy...
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sassitude:
aaah, but at least they had you around to fix things quickly, right?
There ain't nothin like a little internet conversation to help take your mind off something! In fact, I kinda like the thought of being someone's hobby....
There ain't nothin like a little internet conversation to help take your mind off something! In fact, I kinda like the thought of being someone's hobby....
sassitude:
you intrigue me
it is truly suprising how stupid some people are.... I wish I could witness natural selection in action on them in minutes rather than generations....
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sassitude:
mmmm, homemade soup....it's surprising how good that sounds considering i can't taste anything! my dad has been pampering me pretty well, so that's been good. i know, a weel ago, i would have thought laying around watching movies and tv all day would be wonderful...but i've definitely got my fair share of it.
I think I will just take it easy this weekend...I've got today and tomorrow off, and I have to go back to work Sunday, so I really want to be completely well when I go back to work. I might go have dinner tonight with a friend, I'm kinda getting cabin fever around here!
Good luck with Heidi, I know it's hard, but I think if you stick with it, you'll be so much happier with yourself in the end. At least that's what I'm telling myself. I'm tired of being disappointed with my actions and decisions, so I'm trying to keep that in mind. As far as my situation goes, I'm doing fine thus far. Haven't gone into any relapse modes yet But seriously, you can do it. Be strong. Maybe pick up a new hobby, and leave the past behind.
I think I will just take it easy this weekend...I've got today and tomorrow off, and I have to go back to work Sunday, so I really want to be completely well when I go back to work. I might go have dinner tonight with a friend, I'm kinda getting cabin fever around here!
Good luck with Heidi, I know it's hard, but I think if you stick with it, you'll be so much happier with yourself in the end. At least that's what I'm telling myself. I'm tired of being disappointed with my actions and decisions, so I'm trying to keep that in mind. As far as my situation goes, I'm doing fine thus far. Haven't gone into any relapse modes yet
But seriously, you can do it. Be strong. Maybe pick up a new hobby, and leave the past behind.
beatrice:
i love stories about stupid people, please share...
12 days and counting.. I may finally be free. Just a few more days to give me the distance to not be pulled back in that is all I need... just a few more.
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beatrice:
sounds like you're not out of the woods yet, she still has plenty of time to come crawling back before thanksgiving. good luck. i think they've closed down the rebound store, i look for one myself from time to time, but lately i've found caffeine, the gym, and shopping to be very satisfying (or at least distracting), along with a few purchases from spartacus...
beatrice:
well i'm sure if you did the same you'd get the same reaction, but that's not the kind of thing i'm really looking for anyway.
picked up a good book yesterday and finished it today.
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime.
quite good, 200 some odd pages, quick read for sure.
Look it up. Worth your while.
Sean
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime.
quite good, 200 some odd pages, quick read for sure.
Look it up. Worth your while.
Sean
swingkitten:
Thanks 
Overall a okay weekend was had. Now if I could have just filled more time with a cute lover... hrrrmmmm... I will work on that for next weekend.
Picked up a new book that I will start on today or tomorrow. Today I am taking Dad and Grandma to lunch, a little time at the gym and maybe hang out and watch a movie this...
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Picked up a new book that I will start on today or tomorrow. Today I am taking Dad and Grandma to lunch, a little time at the gym and maybe hang out and watch a movie this...
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sassitude:
thanks, now that i think about it, all my past rebounds have kinda been jerks...yeah....
I'll have NO problem keeping busy though, considering how stressful my damn job is.
I'll have NO problem keeping busy though, considering how stressful my damn job is.
beatrice:
the pace of my dating life is pretty much where i want it to be, so no major complaints here, of course that could all change next week, who knows. it's too bad that h thing is still floundering. does it at least make things a little more interesting?
Friday!! And I don't have to work this weekend for the first week in like 4 months. Double Yay!
Let's all take a moment and pray that something exciting and worthy of all this free time happens for Mr. Sean this weeekend.
heh..
thanks
Let's all take a moment and pray that something exciting and worthy of all this free time happens for Mr. Sean this weeekend.
heh..
thanks
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tiffanymarie:
friday and i have saturday off. hooray! i haven't had a saturday off since probably june. damn. i'll enjoy my day, but of course now tomorrow i'll be studying all day tomorrow because on monday i'm taking a produce codes test for becoming a checker. geez.
sassitude:
I have a feeling it's going to take pain and anguish too in order to let go of this, unfortunately. But a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. I'm hoping something else good and wonderful will come along to take my mind off it more quickly.
bah I need a new girl... only took two days for H and I to fall into not speaking to each other again mode.
but at least she is doing a good job of burning out of my soul any positive feelings I used to have for her
but at least she is doing a good job of burning out of my soul any positive feelings I used to have for her
sassitude:
isn't it funny how one person can have that much of an effect on you?
sassitude:
yeah. exactly. like "please never let this happen to me again!"
ahh, yes....things always happen exactly the way you weren't wanting them to in the first place.
ahh, yes....things always happen exactly the way you weren't wanting them to in the first place.
finally the cursed oncall phone is gone. I am sooo sleepy, not a single night of full sleep.
But it is away now for 11 more weeks. Yay! Sooo Happy it feels like the weekend. heh.
Hope you are doing well. Nothing exciting or new to report on this front.
But it is away now for 11 more weeks. Yay! Sooo Happy it feels like the weekend. heh.
Hope you are doing well. Nothing exciting or new to report on this front.
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sassitude:
i go to 24 hour fitness off of 39th and Halsey....I know, the trainers probably aren't nearly as bad as i'm imagining, but i don't particularly enjoy working out in the first place, so i haven't really got that going for me. I need to build some self-discipline, maybe they'll help me with that!
tiffanymarie:
i probably can't donate my eggs. i've been on the pill since 2002. i think i'll just stick to my original idea of donating plasma. that's money for me.