Well last night was a bit of a suprise I did not want to have. I have meticulously avoided going into the pub across the street whenever I saw H's car there.
Well for the second time this week I was in there and she came in AFTER I was already there so it was a bit hard to avoid. Wednesday night I was just...
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Well for the second time this week I was in there and she came in AFTER I was already there so it was a bit hard to avoid. Wednesday night I was just...
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This merger is going to kill me. The first two days have been hell on wheels. 
On a positive note I don't technically have to work again until next Tuesday.
I of course have a few after hours things to do and checking of emails to make sure no issues come up.
Other than that... gee my time is my own.
Happy Holiday's to you...
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On a positive note I don't technically have to work again until next Tuesday.
I of course have a few after hours things to do and checking of emails to make sure no issues come up.
Other than that... gee my time is my own.
Happy Holiday's to you...
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ryan:
damn. i wish i had time off.... i'm working 11 hours today, 12 tomorrow, and then i start my work day at 645 am on friday, which means i have to get up at the ass crack of dawn (if that) and leave between 6-615am to make it on time. i will die.
seriously.
have a wonderful holiday!!
seriously.
have a wonderful holiday!!
tiffanymarie:
don't die. that would be a sad day! At least you have some time off and to yourself. Enjoy it while it lasts sweetie. muah!
Last night H and her friend Val were at the Pub. I never go in when I see them parked out there anymore. Have not seen H in like 5 weeks and have not spoken a word to each other in close to 7.
As I was going to get something to eat Val was leaving and we stopped and had a little chat in...
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As I was going to get something to eat Val was leaving and we stopped and had a little chat in...
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sluttygoodgirl:
I agree about the anger thing! Can blot a lot of things out, including the hurt. And it can be a catalyst for action as well. Anger can be good, I think, as long as you don't live in it.
Sorry to hear you are getting sick too.......being sick during the holidays sucks ASS.
I don't know the story of H, but you obviously miss her. And I know how much that hurts.
Sorry to hear you are getting sick too.......being sick during the holidays sucks ASS.
I don't know the story of H, but you obviously miss her. And I know how much that hurts.
Today is quiet... this is good. 
Wishing you all the best, met so few of you in person but very much look forward to your comments here.
Thank you,
Sean
Wishing you all the best, met so few of you in person but very much look forward to your comments here.
Thank you,
Sean
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tiffanymarie:
Hey, we are coming into Portland tomorrow. Probably around noonish, will you be available? I think Calvin wants to get things done so if you want to hang out then you should email me.
sluttygoodgirl:
It's tiring being so angry. I hope this phase ends soon. 
afraid to even say it..... but....
dammit today I am going to wrap up all my shopping if it kills me!!!!!!! 
so I am off to the gym, then well we shall see but I think the mall is in order. Bleccchhh... i hate malls.
see ya all soon.
Sean
dammit today I am going to wrap up all my shopping if it kills me!!!!!!!
so I am off to the gym, then well we shall see but I think the mall is in order. Bleccchhh... i hate malls.
see ya all soon.
Sean
sassitude:
it was good, at least i think it was! mostly....weird.
clara:
Good luck with the house hunt. I'm finding I don't enjoy owning, but I always suspected that would be true, so it's no shock. Home improvements are not my friends!
okay... SG, much more fun now with increased bandwidth. I could not imagine trying to be on this site with dialup. It was getting tedious with 256k. Maybe I am just too impatient.
BUT>>>>
I am paying for 15.mps and only currently getting 650k so I am getting less than half. i might call them if that continues for a few days.
hope you are...
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BUT>>>>
I am paying for 15.mps and only currently getting 650k so I am getting less than half. i might call them if that continues for a few days.
hope you are...
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sluttygoodgirl:
I am ok. Just a little overwhelmed at the moment. And feeling the need to start fresh with the profile for some reason....
superfast internet connection = awesome!
superfast internet connection = awesome!
welcome2thedawn:
yeah...after cable modem i could never go back....yay for christmas shopping!!!! i love the holidays!!!
what a bunch of idiots, it is like all the VP's woke up today and said.. "hey we got's us a merger tomorrow we better go bug some people and prove our worth"
fucking get off my ass you fucks!!!!!!!!
fucking get off my ass you fucks!!!!!!!!
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katiejane:
....those fuckers.....
tiffanymarie:
take a deep breath. step out of the circle. now calm down.
i thought about coming to stalk you today but damn portland is hard to figure out. after 24th i couldn't figure out where 25th and beyond was. jesus, try to stalk someone and i fail. i went to have lunch at pnca with the boy. figured i'd try to catch you too. guess not.
i thought about coming to stalk you today but damn portland is hard to figure out. after 24th i couldn't figure out where 25th and beyond was. jesus, try to stalk someone and i fail. i went to have lunch at pnca with the boy. figured i'd try to catch you too. guess not.
today feels very empty.
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beatrice:
heh, you know me feelings on one-nighters, not worth the risk. crushes are good and distracting, you should find yourself one of those.
tiffanymarie:
i'm sorry to hear that. what do you want for christmas, i'll see if i can squeeze something into my budget, just for you.
i thought the terminal was a decent movie, i can see being disappointed, mr. hanks is a great actor. the movie definitely wasn't a bad one though.
i thought the terminal was a decent movie, i can see being disappointed, mr. hanks is a great actor. the movie definitely wasn't a bad one though.
Today...
today I miss H. FUCK.
sadness sucks
today I miss H. FUCK.
sadness sucks
Christmas Tree is up and decorated. Yah!! House smells sooo good.
I decided to upgrade my DSL from 256k to 1.5mbp. I wonder if I will notice the difference as much as I did when I went from 56k to 256k. They are both 5x differentials. Oh well I am looking forward to it! My very own Christmas present to me.
Hope your day is...
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I decided to upgrade my DSL from 256k to 1.5mbp. I wonder if I will notice the difference as much as I did when I went from 56k to 256k. They are both 5x differentials. Oh well I am looking forward to it! My very own Christmas present to me.
Hope your day is...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Yes, the timeline of the settling.....I often feel that it will never end!!
Oh yeah....Christmas chores.....just a LITTLE behind on those myself....
Hey, today I picked up that book you spoke of, "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time", I'm looking forward to digging into it!
I'm not far really....good ol' Corvallis!
Edited to add; Sorry to hear about your friend.
[Edited on Dec 14, 2004 1:25PM]
Oh yeah....Christmas chores.....just a LITTLE behind on those myself....
Hey, today I picked up that book you spoke of, "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time", I'm looking forward to digging into it!
I'm not far really....good ol' Corvallis!
Edited to add; Sorry to hear about your friend.
[Edited on Dec 14, 2004 1:25PM]
amethyst:
thanx sweety!
Woo Hoo!!!
Well my first bonus check arrived and it was larger than I thought it was gonna be. $4800. Woo Hoo! Since they always underestimate the first half and then pay you the remaining in the second half of your bonus check after they close the books.... means I will probably get another check for about $5500 in Feb.
Put that together with my...
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Well my first bonus check arrived and it was larger than I thought it was gonna be.
$4800. Woo Hoo! Since they always underestimate the first half and then pay you the remaining in the second half of your bonus check after they close the books.... means I will probably get another check for about $5500 in Feb.
Put that together with my...
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tiffanymarie:
nope hasn't settled yet. went to work, now i'm home and there is still tension between him and i. and now i have to work at 6am so where is my night. doesn't matter anyways, i never have money to have a good time. have a good night.
sluttygoodboy:
yes, yes I was.
Last night was Poker night with the boys.... and Sean came out a big winner. Considering I lost a couple of huge hands early on that I could have won (on both hands I dropped out before the last card and the last card would have made me win the hand)... it cold have been a huge night but it was a good night and...
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tiffanymarie:
I don't actually think I will be getting naked pictures of me taken. If I would, it would be by my boy for now at least. I don't have any cash for professional pictures. Glad to hear you made out with some cash. Take care.
sassitude:
yes, i suppose it's good that i can recognize that i have this problem....now the real test is to see if i can actually put that realization to use and try to fix the problem.
sorry, yeah i know i haven't been around...been having some issues. I'll probably write a journal entry on them soon.
sorry, yeah i know i haven't been around...been having some issues. I'll probably write a journal entry on them soon.