things have been hectic,
had some good talks with H over the weekend. Her and I went out on Monday night and had a great time. Met her last night at the pub across the street... and had a bit of a suprise. Met her mom. Hrrrrmmmmm.... I think I got ambushed.
It went well...
we shall see.
I am still hoping we can become...
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had some good talks with H over the weekend. Her and I went out on Monday night and had a great time. Met her last night at the pub across the street... and had a bit of a suprise. Met her mom. Hrrrrmmmmm.... I think I got ambushed.
It went well...
we shall see.
I am still hoping we can become...
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sooo much fun, sooo much money spent.
soooooooo hungover. hehe
soooooooo hungover. hehe
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sluttygoodgirl:
You look great for being 86!!
sluttygoodgirl:
no worries, seriously. 
today is a good day my friends, and there is no reason other than it just is.
tonight?
hrrrmmm, bachelor party for a very good friend. Should be interesting, I certainly hope it does not freeze/snow tonight do not need to be trying to make our way around in that!
that is what limo's are for right?
tonight?
hrrrmmm, bachelor party for a very good friend. Should be interesting, I certainly hope it does not freeze/snow tonight do not need to be trying to make our way around in that!
that is what limo's are for right?
sluttygoodgirl:
Have a kick ass time!!!
today I entered the "I don't care" zone. It was good, H was baiting me all day long in emails and I just never took the bait..
the more I did not take the the farther she reached out to get me to react.
her inneundo's about how I must be so happy with my new sex life and so happy I am not with...
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the more I did not take the the farther she reached out to get me to react.
her inneundo's about how I must be so happy with my new sex life and so happy I am not with...
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beatrice:
thanks!
congratulations on not taking the bait, i fall for it every time.
very cute house but no fireplace? fireplaces are soooo nice.
congratulations on not taking the bait, i fall for it every time.
very cute house but no fireplace? fireplaces are soooo nice.
sluttygoodgirl:
cute house!!!!
life is so confusing sometimes. 
more announcements at work about how UPS is going to break up our company into pieces. Great.
Thought maybe H and I could be friends. But having my doubts on whether she can even offer that much. But it is moving me ever closer to the I don't care zone.
Don't get me wrong here. The "I don't care zone"...
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more announcements at work about how UPS is going to break up our company into pieces. Great.
Thought maybe H and I could be friends. But having my doubts on whether she can even offer that much. But it is moving me ever closer to the I don't care zone.
Don't get me wrong here. The "I don't care zone"...
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sluttygoodgirl:
The I don't care zone. I like this phrase. I hope to get there. 
clara:
Crushes don't last. That's why I'm not even sure who you're talking about.
last day, then back to work and it is not going to be pretty for the next couple months. Uggghhhh...
well the holiday's were pretty good to me now back to a dreary Jan and Feb.
well the holiday's were pretty good to me now back to a dreary Jan and Feb.
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tiffanymarie:
thanks sweetie.
sluttygoodgirl:
Thank you. Unfortunately, I learned the real meaning of that phrase the hard way. The husband says that if we had separated, and THEN seen other people, would it mean that we couldn't get back together because we had said and done sweet things to and for those other people? I see his point, but the pain and anger of seeing his words for real makes me want to forget it all. I want this not caring so much that you speak of. As I told another friend, I have often felt that the hurt and uncertainty was something I was willing to go through, because the ongoing reality of being a divorced family would be worse than a painful time of change and upheaval that might end in a reconciliation. I don't know......
last night was fun, this morning... err... not so fun. 
sooo hungover.
time to take down the Christmas decorations though. Goodbye Holiday Season you will be missed.
hope you all had a great New Years.
(why do I care? but not a message from H for new years. )
sooo hungover.
time to take down the Christmas decorations though. Goodbye Holiday Season you will be missed.
hope you all had a great New Years.
(why do I care? but not a message from H for new years.
)
sluttygoodgirl:
I'm a little hungover myself. Glad to hear you had a fun NYE! Sorry no message from H......I know what you mean with the face.
Edited to add: PLEASE, let 2005 be better!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Edited on Jan 01, 2005 4:10PM]
face.
Edited to add: PLEASE, let 2005 be better!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Edited on Jan 01, 2005 4:10PM]
Tonight there is a cute and sexy girl who wants to spend New Years with me.
For one night I will try to let go of H and a broken heart and appreciate the fact that another women very attractive has chosen to spend this night with me.
I hope your New Years is all you hope.
Thank you for your patiences, kindness and support...
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For one night I will try to let go of H and a broken heart and appreciate the fact that another women very attractive has chosen to spend this night with me.
I hope your New Years is all you hope.
Thank you for your patiences, kindness and support...
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tiffanymarie:
Well I'm glad there was a sexy lady for ya tonight. Hopefully she kept your mind occupied! 
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year! I don't know why I like her as much as I do... I just do. I wish I did not but it is so overwhelming it is not a choice.
would I still want her if I had her?
would I still want her if I had her?
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sluttygoodgirl:
Been reading your journal entries that I missed while I was gone. Some of what you speak of is familiar to me. Not knowing how to be around someone that you have feelings for. Not feeling like it's ok to show the feelings you have. Not sure what to do with all of those feelings. *sigh*
I am wanting to find a way to diminish the feelings I have for the husband, but don't know how. Would a new guy do it? Not sure.....
I hope you had a Merry Christmas, and that your New Years Eve is filled with fun and good feelings! 2005 is almost here, ready or not.
I am wanting to find a way to diminish the feelings I have for the husband, but don't know how. Would a new guy do it? Not sure.....
I hope you had a Merry Christmas, and that your New Years Eve is filled with fun and good feelings! 2005 is almost here, ready or not.
sluttygoodgirl:
And running away sounds SOOOOOO good right now. Seriously. Stop wanting the family thing. Go down south. Find a little place near San Diego, close to the beach. Just me and the kids. Travel a lot. Simple stuff.....
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[Edited on Dec 31, 2004 11:14AM]
very quiet I know... I have a lot on my mind.
tiffanymarie:
maybe you should talk.
so no more text messaging dammit. I called H yesterday and we got together for a few hours last night, did a little shopping, had a nice talk over some cocktails and went to see Peacock lane.
It was a nice evening.
A few things came out of this encounter.
One, things were moving waaaay to fast before for both of us, she had way...
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It was a nice evening.
A few things came out of this encounter.
One, things were moving waaaay to fast before for both of us, she had way...
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Well for those of you who read my last entry, I guess I no longer need to wonder whether I should try to contact H on New Years...
after a two month silence it seems she has decided to break that on Christmas Day by sending me Christmas wishes.
A couple text messages back and forth was all the resulted.
What to do with that...
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after a two month silence it seems she has decided to break that on Christmas Day by sending me Christmas wishes.
A couple text messages back and forth was all the resulted.
What to do with that...
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tiffanymarie:
That seems a bit odd. Why doesn't she just call you. Text messaging is for people who don't actually want to talk. At least that's what has been for me. Good luck with what may come.
[Edited on Jan 13, 2005 6:06PM]