bridgetwnpeddler

Dear Mr. Bosonuser,

It seems like all the time you've talking about this "Heidi" woman, you've just been getting more and more hurt from her. What happened to the other girl you spent New Years with? She didn't seem to hurt you at all. I know I don't know that complete situation, but it sounds like you should just let Heidi go do her own thing. She doesn't even want to reserve time in her life for you. From what you say at least, which I'm not doubting you. She can't commit to a few hours of spending time with you. It sounds like you just need to let the whole thing go. It doesn't sound healthy for a person to go through this shit. Ya know?

Whenever you mention her it seems like you're bent out of shape over something she did or did not do.

I wish you the best of luck staying strong. And what may come of this whole Heidi situation.

Good luck,
Tiffany

thinking of you

*hug* (naked)

i'm kidding....i'm sorry things suck right now with all of that.

Sorry this isn't working how you would like best. Good luck with the next one.

things will pan out....in the meantime, it can truly be hell.

the fun is only beginning

just trying to be your friend?

power struggles feel good initially when you're on the winning side, but i think it ends up in the toilet every time. plus, i can never pull it off because i have no will power. she should make an effort. you should be able to trust her and not check out where she is at 4am or question what she tells you, but ultimately relationships are far too complex for these kind of rules. if you do love her, you should lay out everything you want in black and white and try really hard to make it good.

sound like way too much drama...i personally would not want to waste my time with it...but that's always easier to say from an outsiders point of view.....

hmmm, did you say it first? some people say it back because they don't know what else to say. have you been able to talk to her about it? i do hate those "other" people.

you know, i've come to the conclusion that estrogen makes you a little crazy. i am dead serious. and i don't think there's a cure.

better is good. one matter the degree of it. at least it's up and not down. take care of yourself.

maybe it's only hard because it's worth it? or maybe we're just blind.

And I'm glad I could make you smile.

hmmmmm...i hope it's not what (or who) i'm thinking. any idea why it must be so difficult?

weekends are the best. i haven't talked to you in a while- i am an awful SG friend. forgive me?

The homework was mine! Taking a class, and loving it.

I got that survey from good ole Katie. Thought it was pretty entertaining, so I figured I'd fill it out.

Thank you sweetie.

MILF

it's me

Was it a good party? Have a good relaxing sunday. I have to wait all day to go to work at 4pm. How lame is that? Stupid work!