today is.... hrrrmmm. Springlike and that put a spring in my step this morning. 
Of course the smile from the cutie at Starbucks did not hurt either. hehe
Of course the smile from the cutie at Starbucks did not hurt either. hehe
okay so I am feeling up and down. No contact from Heidi and this is good. The longer that goes the better, I think for both of us. I fear she will contact me sooner rather than later... but I hope for later much later.
On a interesting side note. Last night in the pub with my sister we ended up hanging with Heidi's friend...
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On a interesting side note. Last night in the pub with my sister we ended up hanging with Heidi's friend...
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sluttygoodgirl:
oh man.....ugh. 
sluttygoodgirl:
I'm glad you at least got a moment of laughter before you saw the disaster that is my journal (and my life) right now...
UPDATED OUCH!!! DID NOT NEED TO KNOW THIS.
well miss Heidi showed up tonight at the pub again...
we had a little talk, a few text messages and I basically told her that I would spend time with her if she wanted. And she left with her girlfriend to go dancing.
We had a phone talk after that, it was a little heated and I...
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well miss Heidi showed up tonight at the pub again...
we had a little talk, a few text messages and I basically told her that I would spend time with her if she wanted. And she left with her girlfriend to go dancing.
We had a phone talk after that, it was a little heated and I...
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beatrice:
jeez, that's rough. at least you know though, right?
beatrice:
yeah, but you know what she was up to, and trust me, you don't really want to know the details. still, i sense things are finished between the two of you. just keep in mind what jeff said. 
Well nothing exciting to report today. Went out with a couple friends last night to shoot some pool and just hang and chat. Was coming home around 10pm but my "friend" was parked right outside my house and visiting the local pub. I decided it was best to stay away and let her reason I was out all night long...
so I went with some...
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so I went with some...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Actually, we did have a good time. Damn him. Glad that miss H saw you were out all night.
8am....ouch!
8am....ouch!
sluttygoodgirl:
Sweetie.....I feel for you. The pain you speak of is very familiar to me.
So no word from Heidi for two days since I was pissed at her. Today she forwards me a email she recieved from her mom she sent it to me and her best friend. From anyone else I would think this is the sweetest thing.... from her I just think it is a game but god it tugs at me.
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GOOD THOUGHT FOR THE...
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GOOD THOUGHT FOR THE...
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sluttygoodboy:
Claudias is only like 10 blocks away on the same side of the river. We should try to get together for at least one drink before the night is out. If we can't though, there is always another day.
tiffanymarie:
Good boy!
Well Valentines day started out okay, Heidi all lovey dovey and wanting to hang out and be with me...
but suddenly she has some place she has to go at 8pm. Saying she has to go home to be with her mom.. etc.. etc....
so we part ways after having a remarkably fabulous time. Then I call her home at 9:15pm and guess what? She...
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but suddenly she has some place she has to go at 8pm. Saying she has to go home to be with her mom.. etc.. etc....
so we part ways after having a remarkably fabulous time. Then I call her home at 9:15pm and guess what? She...
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sluttygoodgirl:
A few other dates, EXCELLENT!! Being pissed is better than sad, so go with that. 
Being pissed is better than sad, so go with that.
beatrice:
UGH!! you should drop her!!! not that i don't like reading about all the goings-on...
hrrmmm well today my sis moves in. Everything is ready to go.
Friday and Saturday night? A bit unexpected but generally just two very nice, relaxing and comfortable evening spent with miss Heidi.
Things are definitely on a upswing, we shall see if it lasts.
for now i am happy.
Friday and Saturday night? A bit unexpected but generally just two very nice, relaxing and comfortable evening spent with miss Heidi.
Things are definitely on a upswing, we shall see if it lasts.
for now i am happy.
sluttygoodgirl:
Well, that should be kind of nice to have your sister around for a bit, eh?
Friday and Saturday night sound nice!! I'm happy to hear that you are happy.
Friday and Saturday night sound nice!! I'm happy to hear that you are happy.
beatrice:
hey, i'm happy too.
hmmm I should say something but really I do not have much to say.
Cleaning out the spare bedroom. So much for the luxury of not having my desk/computer/bookcase and misc other stuff in my bedrooom.
This weekend my sister moves into the spare bedroom. Gonna have a family roomy. The extra $500 per month in my pocket won't hurt either.
Cleaning out the spare bedroom. So much for the luxury of not having my desk/computer/bookcase and misc other stuff in my bedrooom.
This weekend my sister moves into the spare bedroom. Gonna have a family roomy. The extra $500 per month in my pocket won't hurt either.
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sluttygoodgirl:
I know what you mean about the not having much to say feeling. Bah.
beatrice:
jeez, for $500 a month she could get her own place and not have to put up with you! 
Ooooh Heidi got very jealous last night of Bre. Bre is the girl I spent New Years with. She is cute and fun and we are both in a place where we seem to be un raveling from disasterous relationships we thought would be so much more.
I was not in there but Bre told me that Heidi was giving her the major stare down...
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I was not in there but Bre told me that Heidi was giving her the major stare down...
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sluttygoodgirl:
No apologies necessary! And I will always have a smile for you.
sluttygoodgirl:
Haha, that's funny that Miss H was feeling so jealous of Bre
Last night had a long talk with a long time guy friend of Heidi's who was basically telling me to get out, get away, stay away. Also he was telling me that already she is starting to meet a new guy.
Grrr...
Then this morning this email from her. I have not replied yet and am not sure what to say:
Good morning to you!...
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Grrr...
Then this morning this email from her. I have not replied yet and am not sure what to say:
Good morning to you!...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Who is this friend of hers? Why does he say those things? Purely because he thinks she has met another guy? This email from her....what do you think you are going to do? She says she has been thinking about you a lot and wants to talk to you about that....hmmm.....
beatrice:
it should be easier, shouldn't it?
grrr.. why so hard to walk away? why?
Not a peep yesterday or today but those are the days she usually spends with Tyson.
Tomorrow there will definitely be a email. If there is not it will be a blessing from the Gods. If there is it will be something useless and inane like "Happy Monday, hope you had a good weekend". Bleeechhhh...
I wish...
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Not a peep yesterday or today but those are the days she usually spends with Tyson.
Tomorrow there will definitely be a email. If there is not it will be a blessing from the Gods. If there is it will be something useless and inane like "Happy Monday, hope you had a good weekend". Bleeechhhh...
I wish...
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sassitude:
good luck. I hate complicated things! Don't you?!
I hate complicated things! Don't you?!
sluttygoodgirl:
EW! So hard to look away when she is right there.....
Well time to update.
Since Thursday when I basically said you are not offering what I want and I need space... I have not been in touch with miss Heidi.
She on the other hand has been down at the pub across from my house both Thursday night and Friday night. Texted me once each Thursday night and Friday night and emailed me Friday.
She...
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Since Thursday when I basically said you are not offering what I want and I need space... I have not been in touch with miss Heidi.
She on the other hand has been down at the pub across from my house both Thursday night and Friday night. Texted me once each Thursday night and Friday night and emailed me Friday.
She...
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beatrice:
so is it over or just over for now?
tiffanymarie:
I hope she did have a taste of the herself. She deserves it. Not you! You are far too kind of a man for that kind of treatment.
About possibly going to Africa, I was only told $800 as a price from my friend that is going. She hasn't looked into tickets at all. She had heard that from her aunt. I just found a price on the internet, $3000. That isn't going to work if I can't find a price around $800. I hope I can! Take care sweetie. Best of luck to you with staying strong.
About possibly going to Africa, I was only told $800 as a price from my friend that is going. She hasn't looked into tickets at all. She had heard that from her aunt. I just found a price on the internet, $3000. That isn't going to work if I can't find a price around $800. I hope I can! Take care sweetie. Best of luck to you with staying strong.
see, i love PF Changs soooo much....what did you have when you ate there? I always get the beef with broccolli and the garlic snap peas, it's awesome.
today is way nice! enjoy it