bridgetwnpeddler

I don't know whether to say "it has been a month already" or "It has only been a month"

this weekend is being a little tough on me. My sis told me some stuff about Heidi that she got from Jeff. I think it is just not good to hear about other people the person you were dating is currently pursuing or dating.



Well regardless...
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Had a good St. Paddy's day. Went out with a couple friends to a new place I had never been to. Watched a little basketball, shared some good conversation and forgot about my stalker waiting at home. Oh don't worry she was still here when I got home. She left about 20 minutes after I got back.

Good Times!!

Funny... she has been at the...
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okay so this girl does not freaking let up on me. SHIT!

I come home today and she is at the pub across the street. This I figured was gonna happen.

I get a text from her:

"since we are not talking can I leave your v day present on the porch and run away? hee hee me so funny."

I do not reply.

She...
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Today just went hiking, what a beautiful day. BEAUTIFUL I TELL YOU!!!

Let's see what tomorrow brings. Tomorrow will be one month since the last time I hung out with Heidi. Starting to feel a bit better...

I hope she does not use the day to try to contact me.

On another note. Gonna try to take up some Yoga this week and if I...
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okay so for those of you who read my last entry....

here is how the night ended. Whoa... psycho.

So about 10:30pm or so I wake up to this loud sound outside, I get up and step into the living room without turning the lights on and there outside is Heidi's car going slowly by with all the windows rolled down and her and her...
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stronger all the time..

tonight at home helping my sis put together her new bed and Heidi and her gang are at the pub across the street... and guess what?

I get a text from miss heidi "wanna come have a beer?"

I did not respond.

Let her wonder and mostly let her know she lost something she wanted and even though I know I...
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grrr... wrote a long journal entry and lost it somehow. grr..

K so mad, mad week at work. Sheesh. Yesterday I was supposed to take Grandma to breakfast and about 8pm I had plans with a old friend and a bunch of stuff to get done during the day. I am trying to fill the weekends so that I do not have time to sit...
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Well what is new?

My sis continues to get along well with Heidi's friend Jeff.

Heidi and I continue to not speak to each other.

Work is hell but progress is being made and the days sure do go by fast.

I am... up and down but moving in the right direction for me.

Well last night was interesting and is not finished yet... omg my life is/has become a soap! I so need to find a escape from this!

So last night went out with Jeff (Heidi's friend), my sis and a couple other friends.

Jeff passed me some more info on miss Heidi. Heidi denies to him that there is any guy named KT... hmmm since she...
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waking up all night long with anxiety attacks... sucks.

hmmm weekend not even started and I feel like shit. Heidi is like.. a horrible.. horrible addiction for me. I feel like I am going through withdrawls. Is she going to be here at the pub tonight watching my comings and goings? If she is not then is she with someone else...

god... you know it is bad when you are looking forward to going...
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I have been feeling pretty good lately... not too upset about things. Weekends are hardest but let's see how this weekend passes for me.

Last night I won big at Poker.

My sis and Heidi's friend Jeff are starting to get along quite fabulously. Whoa!! Not sure what that will do to Heidi and I but my sis did end up hanging with them for...
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