Okay I am retarded.. I have no idea how to post a photo in my journal. 
but if you want to know what I am trying to show you then check out the first 3 photo's in my pics. They are my new toy for the Summer.
I decided... fuck it. I am going to have it and have fun and I am going to...
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but if you want to know what I am trying to show you then check out the first 3 photo's in my pics. They are my new toy for the Summer.
I decided... fuck it. I am going to have it and have fun and I am going to...
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the old has got to go....
nothing much to say just that the entry had to go.
thanks all.
nothing much to say just that the entry had to go.
thanks all.
catiedid:
i guess i could have worded it a little differently 
i like your new post, nicely done
i like your new post, nicely done
well today was a difficult day.
I woke up to a very intense dream about miss Heidi today. After that I realized that today is 3 months to the day since I walked out of the relationship. I thought I would feel better and not care about it all by now.... but obviously I still care.
I decided to treat myself early to a little...
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I woke up to a very intense dream about miss Heidi today. After that I realized that today is 3 months to the day since I walked out of the relationship. I thought I would feel better and not care about it all by now.... but obviously I still care.
I decided to treat myself early to a little...
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catiedid:
whoever wants either, or both, can come and get it...neither seems to get me anywhere 
feeling better today?
feeling better today?
sluttygoodgirl:
Yeah, some positivity here....it feels nice. I hope you are doing better today my friend.
Seen the movie "Closer" ??
Hrrrrmmmmmmm
sad. do we lie to those we love? why? fear? control?
is it all just too difficult...
hrrrrmmmmm.....
PS. I think I am going through a full blown mid life crisis, the house is out of the question until I know more about my future job status post merger. In the meantime:
Fun in the Sun
Hrrrrmmmmmmm
sad. do we lie to those we love? why? fear? control?
is it all just too difficult...
hrrrrmmmmm.....
PS. I think I am going through a full blown mid life crisis, the house is out of the question until I know more about my future job status post merger. In the meantime:
Fun in the Sun
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swingkitten:
Terrified.
swingkitten:
The only creepy part is being put to sleep.
I always try and punch 'em.
Anyway yeah, that's a good thing.
Should've done it a long time ago.
I always try and punch 'em.
Anyway yeah, that's a good thing.
Should've done it a long time ago.
Thought this one was cute from a colleague at work:
Science: (n.) The attempt by subroutines in an operating system to deduce the source code and write the instruction manual
Science: (n.) The attempt by subroutines in an operating system to deduce the source code and write the instruction manual
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catiedid:
i will never be swim suit worthy...but those are my issues 
rodan:
lol - cute
Happy Mom's day to all your mothers out there.
To my own,
I hope you have a beautiful day wherever you may be.
love,
Sean
To my own,
I hope you have a beautiful day wherever you may be.
love,
Sean
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sluttygoodgirl:
sorry to hear that....
aeryn:
ahh all the generations above me are gone- or at least not here in this world anymore. Your lucky to have you grandmothers!
I have either made a new friend or I have been on two dates this week.. I am not sure.
Either way I have had a busy and fun week and things are okay. For some reason I have been a bit in the doldrums since last night and I am not quite sure why. Hopefully they will shake free soon and I can continue...
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Either way I have had a busy and fun week and things are okay. For some reason I have been a bit in the doldrums since last night and I am not quite sure why. Hopefully they will shake free soon and I can continue...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Dates!!?? 
This is good!! An appointment, huh....hmmmm.....interesting. Hope the doldrums let go soon.
This is good!! An appointment, huh....hmmmm.....interesting. Hope the doldrums let go soon. Monday's... bah!!! 
nothing to report, all is quiet.
Have you seen the movie "Open Water". Watched that yesterday. I thought it was really good. I really liked the characters and really cared about them. The movie was still kind of rolling around in my head hours after it was over...
nothing to report, all is quiet.
Have you seen the movie "Open Water". Watched that yesterday. I thought it was really good. I really liked the characters and really cared about them. The movie was still kind of rolling around in my head hours after it was over...
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sluttygoodgirl:
evil moments.....i like those...
tiffanymarie:
My boy is the reason I went to Beaverton. He didn't go to the Family Guy family though. He had shit to do for school.
Haven't even heard of the movie, at least I don't believe I have.
Haven't even heard of the movie, at least I don't believe I have.
your the most important person you know, of all the people you will ever know, you are the only one you will never leave or lose.
lostidentity:
Thats some good stuff!!
tiffanymarie:
yes but it is still nice having that other person there. i'm still in the state of mind of he'll never leave me. moreso i hope he doesn't. this is too good for a waste of three years and counting.
a slow rainy day... not much to do and it is good that way.
hope you have something good planned for your weekend.
hope you have something good planned for your weekend.
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sluttygoodgirl:
I think you give good advice. It is good to hear that things are going better for you in relation to your thoughts of a future with miss H. I also believe that the future will be what it will be, and all I can control is what I choose to do with myself. This is easy to believe, but much harder to put into practice in the midst of pain and chaos.
I added a pic of the husband and I to my journal, from 32 years ago.
[Edited on Apr 30, 2005 1:35PM]
I added a pic of the husband and I to my journal, from 32 years ago.
[Edited on Apr 30, 2005 1:35PM]
catiedid:
good to be back, thanks
things are getting better and I am hopeful they will continue in that direction.
how are things with you?
things are getting better and I am hopeful they will continue in that direction.
how are things with you?
okay so I am a bit nervous but forward I go. Tonight I am going to do something that I probably should have done 10 years ago.
This is the thing I was talking about last week that I am not ready to give details on. BUT... well we shall see. This may be the first and last time or it may be a step...
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This is the thing I was talking about last week that I am not ready to give details on. BUT... well we shall see. This may be the first and last time or it may be a step...
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tiffanymarie:
Good luck with whatever it is you are doing. Does this mean you will not be around sg for awhile?
No, the line didn't work. I just told the guy, that's nice, I'm taken. He then went on about how my boyfriend is a lucky man, and I have the most gorgeous eyes, blah blah blah. He was alright looking, nothing swoon worthy.
No, the line didn't work. I just told the guy, that's nice, I'm taken. He then went on about how my boyfriend is a lucky man, and I have the most gorgeous eyes, blah blah blah. He was alright looking, nothing swoon worthy.
last night a certain someone was at the pub with her beau...
whilst I will admit there was a tinge of....
overall I was fine and feel fine today. Things are progressing nicely according to plan. Actually I had hoped to be here at month 3 so I am 3 weeks ahead of schedule.
whilst I will admit there was a tinge of....
overall I was fine and feel fine today. Things are progressing nicely according to plan. Actually I had hoped to be here at month 3 so I am 3 weeks ahead of schedule.
beatrice:
good for you. what i wouldn't give if it were only a tinge...
From the sounds of it you definitely deserve that car. All I do with my money is pay off debts also. It really sucks but that's life.