brhood

Down in a hole.

Its been probably 3 weeks since I did any hard work. I just get to my office, sit down... fire myself up to get things done and at 5pm its 10% work done vs 90% fucking about. I can't motivate myself at all...

This usually happens when Ive been self-medicating with the green stuff after work but I havent had a pipe for a while now. Christ... I just can't get my shit together at the moment.

Sorry.... looking back at my journal it seems all I do is complain to all you poor souls.

Anyho... Steven... Im working on the wife to give me a night off.... I may be at the Ball yet... Will you be my date? Im very shy and like long walks on the beach.

And if anyone has any idea how to get out for a slump like mine... let me know.

love you all like chocolate pudding.
bxx


<EDIT> After dropping in on Lowroller's journal I really have nothing to complain about...... Everyone pop over and wish this champ well!