braaap

So this morning I am so dissapointed.

I have typed like 5 posts and keep erasing them
I dunno if I'm embaassed or if I'm just uncertain. but I'll just say that I was really exoecting/looking forward to getting a phone call from someone yesterday and didn't

and when I woke up there's a voice mail but not from her. And I check my bank account and there's not as much money as there's supposed to be. and I woke up with such a smile

I know I have to keep my mind open ,there are lots of ttally good reasons she could have been too busy to call me from 5: to 10 last night. But I don't know it also feels like the big blow off.

I guess I'll go to work and make my boss richer, maybe that'll cheer me up.