once in a while I get like this... self contemplative, self examining and pretty depressed in general. This site is wierd, cuz these are the kind of girls I've loved and lusted after since Jr High watching home movies of slayer concerts and going to punk shows in chicago, but I live in LA now, and I can't meet anyone I'm attracted to or think is a cool person, let alone both!
So I do this little dance of pretending I don't care, or pretending I like crap I don't, just to get a glimmer of what it's like to get something but it is counter productive, as I quickly outlive the thrill and find myself lonely and lost looking for a figment of my imagination in a city full of imaginary figments of someone elses desires.
Mayne it's just a "end of winter" thing... I've been stagnant for months and haven't even gotten laid since xmas.. oh wow, I think I just figured out why I'm so fukking twisted up!!
wow, this blathering pointlessly thing can lead to self discovery.
well now that I've discovered myself where can I find a woman with some personality and some fukking passion?!
in the flesh?
So I do this little dance of pretending I don't care, or pretending I like crap I don't, just to get a glimmer of what it's like to get something but it is counter productive, as I quickly outlive the thrill and find myself lonely and lost looking for a figment of my imagination in a city full of imaginary figments of someone elses desires.
Mayne it's just a "end of winter" thing... I've been stagnant for months and haven't even gotten laid since xmas.. oh wow, I think I just figured out why I'm so fukking twisted up!!
wow, this blathering pointlessly thing can lead to self discovery.
well now that I've discovered myself where can I find a woman with some personality and some fukking passion?!
in the flesh?
I feel like there's an overabundance of SG's in the UK and Canada though. haha. And Christmas wasn't THAT long ago... a lot of people have it a lot worse than you. Have a good day