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boynamedbjork

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Paradoxically, I find that one's increasingly positive stance towards one's future is often in direct conflict with one's self confidence and positive appreciation of the present.

I wish I had a clever metaphor, but bear with me.

Self awareness and intelligence raises one's intrinsic demand for cerebal satisfaction and encourages an outright rejection of the typical and mundane.

This is not fair.

I wish I could love the radio, mall shops and books about enlightenment.

I can not.

Bukowski drank himself dead because he lacked a companion to talk to. Though very presumptupis, I relate to that cap of beer. But this horror kid will not die like a bum.

Let us , we the sympathetic hold friendly love and the rain will be sugar.

For the rest... Run. You will sleep in broken glass. skull

Someone, please write back. I need interaction.
joyrider:
why would you want to love those things? it's a far better thing to find your own way. most people lead lives of quiet desperation - they never figure out that you can fill the gaping hole (the one everyone comes fitted for standard in this world) with things.

i think that if one really truly appreciates the present then thoughts of the future and past fall away. they are inconsequential. ultimately, both future and past are abstractions and the only real time is now.

but then, you probably know that.
May 6, 2004
joyrider:
i think i stole that quiet desperation bit from someone. thoreau? i don't remember.
May 6, 2004

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