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Ok so this bedamned house is finally coming together. We have air conditioning, kitchen knives, a toaster oven and a recording studio. Yet still we have no living room furniture, dishes or functional wiring. God bless life in beachwood canyon.

Went out to eat at Fred 62 tonight and had a turkey tower, they called it a "tower of power" or some dumb nonsense like...
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cyrus:
I LOVE THAT RESTAURANT!!!
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Ye gods its been some time since my last update. I am now in a somewhat uncomfortable limbo between my old home in philadelphia and my new one in LA. As a result my internet acess is limited.

Per the recent developments in my life:

-I have quit smoking as of May 20th anno domini and despite some early cravings in my days holed up...
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joyrider:
nothing beats a good drunk. well, maybe a good drunk followed by a good defenistration.

salud!
clara:
Re: your group application

Do you think this group might suit your needs?

http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Grindcore/
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These past days have been without a doubt some of the most troublesome of my life. I've spent the last four years in the company of the most sympathetic, yet the most diverse individuals any lucky person could ever enjoy.

Andrew is gone. Harry is gone. Matthew and Mathew are gone. I need to leave this house because every fucked up wall and broken support...
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joyrider:
i had a 2820 and a 925. good times roll.
joyrider:
i'm wondering if you're en route or decomposing on the carpet of 4055.
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OK, so I'm finally getting out of this godforsaken city on monday. However, with moving comes packing, and packing is the fucking worst. Not just because its laborious and boring, but moreso because I'm quick to attach sentimentality to things, and I have a really hard time throwing stuff out.

I am quasi-obsessed with order, however, I am also a hard-drinker. I am therefore either...
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joyrider:
someday i want to cram everything important to me in a backpack. so far, i've managed to get it down to the trunk of my car.

little baggies blow away; bloody shirts end up in rag drawers.

what part of califas?
chandrajudithann:
thats quite an intense pic you got there dude!
wouldn't want to get on your bad side...u a scorpio?
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When a man falls in love, he can carry his taste for hate and regret for years. A taste carried still long after hes finished/ruined his last box of condoms, long after a spell spent in philly tenements eating buttered rolls and chicken soup. All with bloody arms trying to avoid another spat resulting in blackened eyes and torn up shirts.

Of course, no one...
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joyrider:

10k in loans and no happiness from a penny of it, but the bills come regular net30 month after month.

nice quote in my journal. my clothes look like i dressed with a pitchfork. i think i stole that from somewhere.
derekyoung:
i can't believe it's fucking you man -
how's shit -
is LA a sure bet?
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Paradoxically, I find that one's increasingly positive stance towards one's future is often in direct conflict with one's self confidence and positive appreciation of the present.

I wish I had a clever metaphor, but bear with me.

Self awareness and intelligence raises one's intrinsic demand for cerebal satisfaction and encourages an outright rejection of the typical and mundane.

This is not fair.

I wish I...
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joyrider:
why would you want to love those things? it's a far better thing to find your own way. most people lead lives of quiet desperation - they never figure out that you can fill the gaping hole (the one everyone comes fitted for standard in this world) with things.

i think that if one really truly appreciates the present then thoughts of the future and past fall away. they are inconsequential. ultimately, both future and past are abstractions and the only real time is now.

but then, you probably know that.
joyrider:
i think i stole that quiet desperation bit from someone. thoreau? i don't remember.
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bleeding through: love lost in a hail of gunfire
alright so heres's the deal:

tomorrow we leave for this island and I am confused. What will the others be like? I have this sickening feeling that I may be unable to deal with such shenanigans. But that is no matter, nihilism does not exist under the microwave shades of the tropics. I will pour much...
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i believe i finally have this juan working... skull
boynamedbjork:


Apparently miscaraige, the unwanted, and bloody wrists make people uncomfortable... Maybe more red eye makeup would help? Would that make us palatable? Would that make this dancing puppet act of ours more "acceptable"?

punk rock singer of pestilence and damnation.
blood, sex, scars...
Michael skull

[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 5:36PM]