bowiee

we only knew each other for 6 months before we got married.
i felt like we talked about everything all the time but the situation was different she had a different schedule then and we saw each other more.. and of course there wasnt a baby around occupying our time..iwant things to waork out but it feels like im always having to prove myself to her.. i wrote earlier about doing those little thing to let her kow im thinking of her.. ive been doing those things again i guess its helped but im not sure.. is it the males job to do these little things.. she doesnt do those type of things and im fine with that.. i guess i feel more confident in the relationship.. i believe she has insecurities about me but she really has no reason ..ive never cheated on her.. i do look at the lovely womwn on this site.. which she doesnt like but.. i dont feel like looking at suicide girls is a cause for jealousy.. is it?

I NEED SOME HELP WITH TATOO IDEAS .. FIRST LET ME FILL YOU IN ON MY INSPIRATION...... WHEN I WAS EIGHTEEN MY TWIN BROTHER DIED OF A RARE HEART CONDITION WHERE THE HEART ENLARGES SO MUCH IT STOPS WORKING..NEEDLESS TO SAY THAT WAS THE WORST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME IN MY LIFE. I WAS FUCKED UP FOR A LONG TIME AFTER THAT I STILL THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME.. I MISS HIM SO MUCH.. WE WERE NEVER WITHOUT EACH OTHER FOR MORE THAN A DAY AND NOW ITS BEEN 13 YEARS WHICH SEEMS CRAZY TO ME IT FEELS LIKE IT JUST HAPPENED. i ALREADY HAVE ONE TATOO ON MY WRIST THAT COMMERATES HIM.. BUT I REALLY WANT MORE .. IVE HAVE SOME IDEAS BUT I NEED SOME HELP WITH IDEAS.. THANKS.