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get up and go.
all that i know.

scream.
yell.
run around the circle.

feel alive on the edges.
strangers punch me in the face.
its ok. i sorta like it.

i like the craziness;
the frenzy of it all.
i like losing myself in it.

last year at this time,
i listened to nothing but
COHEN, NICO, and SPARKLEHORSE
and i was very sad...
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odette:
regrets ARE for lamers. i dont want to go out of my way to hide things from people and keep my whole life secret. people usually comment on how open i am. i dont see why i should hide anything about me from anyone
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its cold in my room today and a bit empty... too many words in my head from the library again... it was alright though, i learned a bit and found an excellent book that turned out to be everything that i was looking for in the world of customer-friendly interface design... i listened to TYPE O NEGATIVE while i was reading, something about that band...
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felicia_____:
Hm, so I come out as somewhat of an uncoordinated klutz with bad posture wink
dixiehelle:
haha... the funny thing is, even though it is the angle, my head is actually that big!! it's ok, because i am pretty tall and i would look funny with a little head. also, i need something to balance out my big ass feet tongue
oddily enough, i do have good balance.

damn......... that's some sensual stuff blush
but the best part is the humor at the end, it's very unexpected biggrin
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a little sleepy all of a sudden, enthusiasm slipping out of me like the sandy-filling of a punctured stuffed toy...

i'm up to my elbows in the notes, sketches and research i created while working on the scooter store e-commerce website in the last year... all i can think about is that i let myself be exploited.

sure, i did get a small pile of...
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derceto:
the "und" hooked me to when i saw it. i was disappointed though that they did not have a gingerbread house for a set
charley:
Thanks, they are all old from when I was about 19 or so which is nearly 5 years ago blackeyed

I don't do anything now!

Yeah boredom isn't something I usually suffer from, it takes a lot for me to get like this, I think I need to get laid.

Down with Christmas, I am serious about my hatred of it. It puts so much pressure on people emotionally with family and financially frown
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so, i am just gonna update with some photos for now because i am really hungry and i don't really have much to say, but anyway, here goes:

for granny:

me & robin hood (and some others)

for TheFullNelson:

i was a teenage backyard wrestler

hope ya dig it!

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later edited to add:

i'm working on scooter store stuff and it makes...
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as_we_whisper:
ooooooooh at me huh?!?!
DONT YOU LAUGH AT ME! mad biggrin
odette:
its ok. im the same way. its sad really

i still love you

kiss
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random bits on wednesday night

the library turns me on. seriously. not because of an attraction to smart girls or a weird librarian fetish or anything, i just love words and books and type and knowledge and paper and i love things that are organized and i love it when there is sooooo much stuff that you cannot even contemplate it all... i get so...
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7deuce:
but you sir are still an artist.

i love books too. and also as you do i h8 people who are ignorent to them. i wish my town had a library bigger than the entrance way to the boston public library.

glad things in your life other than finances are going well.
charley:
That is true...hence your profile pic, hey? wink biggrin
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fenchurch:
Aw, that's cute about your sister smile

My parents don't give me too much crap about the way I look, and I thought they were okay with it all until they held an "intervention" for me over the summer...it was really weird. Their biggest concern was my mental health (mostly because of the scarification) but they were also worried about "alienating myself from society" blah blah blah...um yeah both my parents are psychologists. Anyway the weirdest part of it all was seeing them both in the same room, and my mom actually ended up getting mad at my dad and storming out, and I was like umm dad we never really reached what the point of all this was -- and he was like oh, uh, well, we just don't want you to do it anymore, okay? And I was like uhh okay.

I've gotten I think 5 tattoos and 5 piercings since then....confused Oh well. What they don't know won't hurt them.

Oh and my dad wanted this to include me not gauging my ears further, but since then I've gone from 00g to 3/4" and he hasn't even noticed. Heh.

Whoo, defiance!!! Fuck authority!! etc.
kwizzle:
Re: nuns

Hawtt.
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oi oi oi,
rockin' the holidays in my hometown in northeastern pennsylvania. it could be better and it could be much worse.

holidays are a shattered climax in our family. no one is talking to each other for a few years now and what was once a large and loving family is a series of fractured cells. thanksgiving without the pretense of family and fancy...
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dixiehelle:
hah..... i know, i just had this great image of you putting your best dancing shoes on....... to go and get down with the blue light specials. i hear k-mart floors are waxed perfectly for breakdancing tongue

ahh..... driving and good music are one of lifes little pleasures kiss
odette:
lets play laser tag putt putt while dancing. and then, rummikub.....

im not so smooth that i can work in the game to all that.

then nibbling


ear

neck

ear

ear
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"The revulsion that made Rearden turn his face away contained a spasm of pity. There was an instant when he wanted to seize his brother's shoulders, to shake him, to cry: How could you do this to yourself? How did you come to a stage where this is all that's left of you? Why did you let the wonderful fact of your own existence go...
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7deuce:
seeing as i don't know when it is i can't commit. plus i wouldn't anyway since i haven't beein in a good way lately. and have not been in the mood for interacting with people in general.
popetom:
To paraphrase an email I sent to another friend:

Turkey, turkey, turkey.
Whoo!
Turkey, turkey, turkey.
Whoo!
Turkey, turkey, turkey.
Whoo!

-PT
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contempt: n The feeling or attitude of regarding someone or something as inferior, base, or worthless; scorn.

drag your knuckles across the dirty floor, same routine, day in, day out:

1. walk in, punch in.
2. call all of your pending orders. grab a work order from the bin marked "TYPESET" and go to your desk.
3. decipher the salesperson's incomprehensible and often mispelled work...
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seantastic:
You have to punch in? That blows. Plaster the punch in thing with SG stickers. That'll show em.
geekgurl:
My brother originally went to art school for metal sculpture and ended up doing graphic design. But then he also lives in Prague now. Not sure what my point was, but I can give you his member name if you want to talk to a fellow "artist not working in his perferred medium".
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soooo....

SG Cabaret was Saturday night and I guess now is as good a time as any to drop the update bomb on yas mothafuckas.

I slept pretty late Saturday after staying up pretty late Sunday working on the scooter store website (doing research: F.Y.I. according to my standards -- the only ones that matter -- starbucks has a great fucking website) and watching the...
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jamielee:
Take a whiff of my pantleg, baby!
muse25:
lol ..

sounds like a fun night, Ive never been to an SG event...Im hopin they'll make their way to providence again.