bonnieblu

So far this week, i've fought my fucked up self isolation feelings and lost. I've realised i may have serious feelings for a good friend of mine, or it could just be a crush, or i'm just desperate for some male attention. Who knows?

I just want to feel normal again soon. I don't want to take my meds, i really want to try and do this on my own. I just feel like i'm in a revolving circle and i can't get out.

I'm open to any advice. Seriously, anything....