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Monday Mar 10, 2008

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I've been AWOL again. I know.

My doctor has diagnosed me with depression which is a little intimidating. I always have little spouts of being down but i never realised it went that deep. Okay, well...maybe i did. I was just in a little state of denial. It's horrible but through years of media stereotypes, the word depression makes me think that every single waking moment of the day I'm supposed to be down and sad. I would really like to try and get through this without meds, my doctor prescribed some for me but they gave me these wicked stomach cramps so i stopped.

So anyone out there with any advice or stories, i would greatly appreciate it!

What else is new? Not much, i started watching Supernatural like 3 weeks ago and i fucking love it. I've downloaded the whole third series and now my dad's really really into it aswell. It's just so awesome, the music, Dean's car and Dean. Jensen Ackles, i would hit that shit hard. Really hard.

I started uni again last week which is great. I'm really excited because i'll have so much to do and i need to keep my brain occupied.

it's really really really hot. We're in the middle of a massive heatwave, for the last 4 days and the next week or so it's estimated to not go under 36C. Everything outside is melting.

So what's new in your world?

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coralseas:
Keeping my brain busy has always done wonders for me, that and doing things that I know I want to do and that will actually make me happier. Kind of like making a mental template of the person that I want to be and hanging grimly onto it no matter how crappy I feel. Not giving in to my self-destructive urges. Basically just using all of my will-power to hang onto what I consider "normal" and "good". It at least stops me from slipping further down the hole.

The heat is murder!! There is so much to do in Adelaide for once and I can't face leaving the house!

No I have not heard of repo, I'm going to have to investigate that one kiss
Mar 11, 2008
moira:
I would have died witnessing that scene. Oh my.
Mar 12, 2008

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