This depression thing is really starting to piss me off.
I can't go out without my best friend or i have panic attacks. I'm never usually like this, i love people and parties and everyone. I can't get my new medication because i have to sort out my health care card which i have to goto the office to do but i'm exhausted and have...
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I can't go out without my best friend or i have panic attacks. I'm never usually like this, i love people and parties and everyone. I can't get my new medication because i have to sort out my health care card which i have to goto the office to do but i'm exhausted and have...
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nevynii:
Hey Bonnie 
head over to this thread Havok/Brad's Bonza BBQ in Adelaide and leave your name, then drop HavokInBlack a note to get his address, you met me him and CoralSea's, back in January last year I think it was, at the belgian beer cafe.
head over to this thread Havok/Brad's Bonza BBQ in Adelaide and leave your name, then drop HavokInBlack a note to get his address, you met me him and CoralSea's, back in January last year I think it was, at the belgian beer cafe.This post is purely a cathartic episode on how much i love The Mighty Boosh.
It is my absolute favourite tv show of all time, i go away and watch other things but it always comes back to it. It's just funny and i get it. I get what there about and i get what the comedy is all about and it makes me laugh....
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It is my absolute favourite tv show of all time, i go away and watch other things but it always comes back to it. It's just funny and i get it. I get what there about and i get what the comedy is all about and it makes me laugh....
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missellie:
I've been going through a heavy Boosh phase recently. It doesn't help that I have one of those I-shouldn't-find-you-attractive-but-I-really-do crushes on Noel Fielding. It's so odd.
coralseas:
Oooo, I like their wallpaper! 
I get like that about authors...y'know obsessed fan stuff
I get like that about authors...y'know obsessed fan stuff
I washed my hair today!
hence the new profile photo, it's all shiny and clean. But i forgot to brush it first so it's still a little ratted.
I also got my second lot of cervical cancer vaccinations and then went and bought Caddyshack and Dawsons Creek series one on dvd. Which i'm going to start watching as soon as i've finished this assignment. I've...
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hence the new profile photo, it's all shiny and clean. But i forgot to brush it first so it's still a little ratted.
I also got my second lot of cervical cancer vaccinations and then went and bought Caddyshack and Dawsons Creek series one on dvd. Which i'm going to start watching as soon as i've finished this assignment. I've...
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coralseas:
I wish I could smoke sometimes 
When I first started it was great; very creative. By the time I quit it just gave me screaming anxiety
Hope the psychologist goes well
When I first started it was great; very creative. By the time I quit it just gave me screaming anxiety
Hope the psychologist goes well
brhood:
Hey spunkrat!
How have you been... yeah, Im back.. have been for a while but have not been an active alt-porn viewer recently...
What's been happening in Blu-land?
bxx
How have you been... yeah, Im back.. have been for a while but have not been an active alt-porn viewer recently...
What's been happening in Blu-land?
bxx
I think i must be a really really young soul.
I get so confused by people and the things they say, there actions. I used to have huge problems when i was younger about having a really thin skin, i was raised around too much love. Meaning also too much fake confidence, maybe. Then i met someone who played with that and twisted me to...
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I get so confused by people and the things they say, there actions. I used to have huge problems when i was younger about having a really thin skin, i was raised around too much love. Meaning also too much fake confidence, maybe. Then i met someone who played with that and twisted me to...
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coralseas:
I love big hair + eyeliner!
johnnyandangie:
Hmmm, I've never considered young souls before... my father is always accusing me of being an old soul... so anyway, yeah, I've always just thought about, average, and old souls, never young ones, young soul sounds cute... would also make a good band name... The Young Souls... or Young Soul Parade... perhaps Piata in there someplace...
Yeah, the hair looks magical and rad, don't spend to many brain cycles worrying about it, no way anybody doesn't like that hair! I wish I had magical and rad hair! As for the period... yeah I can't relate, sorry ;-)
Yeah, the hair looks magical and rad, don't spend to many brain cycles worrying about it, no way anybody doesn't like that hair! I wish I had magical and rad hair! As for the period... yeah I can't relate, sorry ;-)
I've been AWOL again. I know.
My doctor has diagnosed me with depression which is a little intimidating. I always have little spouts of being down but i never realised it went that deep. Okay, well...maybe i did. I was just in a little state of denial. It's horrible but through years of media stereotypes, the word depression makes me think that every single waking...
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My doctor has diagnosed me with depression which is a little intimidating. I always have little spouts of being down but i never realised it went that deep. Okay, well...maybe i did. I was just in a little state of denial. It's horrible but through years of media stereotypes, the word depression makes me think that every single waking...
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coralseas:
Keeping my brain busy has always done wonders for me, that and doing things that I know I want to do and that will actually make me happier. Kind of like making a mental template of the person that I want to be and hanging grimly onto it no matter how crappy I feel. Not giving in to my self-destructive urges. Basically just using all of my will-power to hang onto what I consider "normal" and "good". It at least stops me from slipping further down the hole.
The heat is murder!! There is so much to do in Adelaide for once and I can't face leaving the house!
No I have not heard of repo, I'm going to have to investigate that one
The heat is murder!! There is so much to do in Adelaide for once and I can't face leaving the house!
No I have not heard of repo, I'm going to have to investigate that one
moira:
I would have died witnessing that scene. Oh my.
There's definitely an atmosphere out there today. People are literally melancholic and in shock about Heath Ledger. He's got some fantastic films coming out which could only forsee what the possibilities his future career held for him. There will be a definite hole in the film industry as a wonderful and brilliant actor bows out.
gujsel:
hey my fantastic friend .......for you today ....HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!
helly:
Pardon the generic message, please vote for the new owner of SGAU! Thanks
gujsel:
cool things!!!
have you ever watched someone and wished you had their life? You would still be totally yourself just living in their fabulous shoes.
I was at a party for thirty year olds tonight and they had babies.I got so scared because i'm so not ready for that stuff yet and i don't want to get there and be bored and depressed about not spending my...
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I was at a party for thirty year olds tonight and they had babies.I got so scared because i'm so not ready for that stuff yet and i don't want to get there and be bored and depressed about not spending my...
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gujsel:
hey my sweet friend......i hope for you a fantastic christmas.....fantastic like you !!!
After an evening of putting up the christmas tree, watching Bernard and the Genie and some greenage, i have decided that Santa Claus the movie (staring Dudley Moore) is the the top Christmas movie in my world. Its just got everything.
I'm starting to feel that sting of being single.
Which I don't mean to come off as nasty as it sounds. I like being single, I like my own space, I like not having to organise my time around someone else but I'm starting to feel a little lonely. I hate admitting it but it's true. I wish I could be a person who doesn't...
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Which I don't mean to come off as nasty as it sounds. I like being single, I like my own space, I like not having to organise my time around someone else but I'm starting to feel a little lonely. I hate admitting it but it's true. I wish I could be a person who doesn't...
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hypersage:
Sorry, I couldn't resist.
Sorry, I couldn't resist.
hypersage:
Yep, I wanted to be the first to wink at you, just to see if you'd jump into a long term relationship.
I'm sure that you'll find that someone you're waiting for.
I'm sure that you'll find that someone you're waiting for.
It's almost new year and like most superstitious people, i tend to see it as a new start. I also believe you can have a new start whenever you choose but choosing to start it on new years just makes even more sense.
So, New year for Bonnie means:
Stop the self doubt - it's really stupid. Like seriously stupid.
Using the confidence I've buried...
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So, New year for Bonnie means:
Stop the self doubt - it's really stupid. Like seriously stupid.
Using the confidence I've buried...
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snarky:
i agree with you
200000 percent :]
very well written, dear.
200000 percent :]
very well written, dear.
madneil:
And how about another big holiday like the one you did a few years ago.
Well, i've had an interesting week.
I really can't be bothered going into specific detail about it all, way too hard. Pretty much included at popped tire at 75km, being annoyed at my best friend, another friend losing the $50 present i gave him a half hour after i actually gave it to him and driving for an hour and a half to an extremely...
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I really can't be bothered going into specific detail about it all, way too hard. Pretty much included at popped tire at 75km, being annoyed at my best friend, another friend losing the $50 present i gave him a half hour after i actually gave it to him and driving for an hour and a half to an extremely...
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lost_girl:
that sounds really exciting bonnie.
i'm planning on doing the same thing. i finished my fashion design degree about a year before i left NZ and i've wanted to start my own label ever since!
i've done a lot of screen printing and stuff and i love screen printing on fabrics with my own designs.
being in adelaide and not being able to find work here has just made me more determined to start my own label. i have been sketching like a mad woman lately.
i want to open my own store and sell my clothes and import other brands that i have discovered overseas in my travels and know would sell here really well.
i also want to stock some other stuff...
i hope you do really well with your venture.
adelaide could use some more style in my humble opinion.
i'm planning on doing the same thing. i finished my fashion design degree about a year before i left NZ and i've wanted to start my own label ever since!
i've done a lot of screen printing and stuff and i love screen printing on fabrics with my own designs.
being in adelaide and not being able to find work here has just made me more determined to start my own label. i have been sketching like a mad woman lately.
i want to open my own store and sell my clothes and import other brands that i have discovered overseas in my travels and know would sell here really well.
i also want to stock some other stuff...
i hope you do really well with your venture.
adelaide could use some more style in my humble opinion.
coralsea:
I think that having your own business would give you so much creative freedom...keep me posted about what you're buying & selling