bombshellfairy

i'm so down i never have been so upset about so many things at one time, i'm depressed, i need to fuck all these little changes i dont have a say in, and make one big change on my own in my life.

also every one tells me how pretty my face is and how great my hair is... to bad i'm a fat ass.

the only thing i really LOVE about my self is i dont ever get In barest, with any dumb ass thing i do.

oh and another thing on my mined, is its like my dream to be a sg, but i always us the Excuses of being to fat to do so and there are bigger girls then me that are sg, even if I was the hottest girl in the world I couldnt be a sg because of my panic attacks.

what am i goin to do to make my self happy... i know i can do something.