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So yeah, sorry I haven't updated in a while. Things have been pretty boring anyway. Frank (Fungus), Andrew, and I went to Syracuse on Wednesday. I bought some awesome stuff. I bought a Slayer CD, Comeback Kid's new CD, and Manhunt. I still haven't played Manhunt, too busy playing Metal Gear Solid 3 when I do have time to play games. We ended up eating...
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zile:
Norman! You cant buy your woman love! Write her a love song, and THEN buy her lots of shit :-D Hee hee it's gotten to the point where it's plain adorable to read you writing about her.

Why tf would you go to crackerbarrell if they're teh suck, dude? Just to get stared at?

If you want to hold eachother accountable for exercise, I'm game! 40 pounds did not drop itself, and I'll be damned if I'm going to gain those bastards back again!

WTF is the gate about? Do we really need to know how often you're urm getting to know your girlfriend?

ARRR!!! pirates are richer than I am.
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Sunday night was interesting. Frank, Liz and I were hanging out again and we went to our local Price Chopper. There's this dousche that works there that we all hate with a passion that burns inside of us. This guy has been the night crew cash register guy for 13 years. Anyway, everytime we go there he feels the need to be completely useless and...
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zile:
Really was nothing to worry about. I get wonky and really depressed every now and then, and I haven't been remembering to take my Zoloft lately, which really throws me for a loop sometimes. I think it's that the meds make me kind of numb (but it's a good trade off, because at least I get to function instead of being an over-emotional space cadet), so when I'm off them for a while a lot of things that never got worked through (read: cried about) push themselves up to the surface and kind of get skimmed off, in a way. But I am okay. Life is good and life goes on. Have to remind myself of that every so often. It's not all that bad, and I have the power to change what I don't like *affirmative positive thinking and crap*

Yeeha. Bedtime
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So yeah, today is going really good, a HUGE turn around from yesterday. Today I'm not missing Michelle that much smile I'm not even caring that she hasn't called me yet and I've been done with work for 30 minutes. Well, obviously since I mentioned it, I am caring a little, but it's not bothering me!

Last night I picked Liz up and we drove around...
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zile:
everyone in WATERTOWN your age is getting married and having kids. You need to get out of Northern New York because it will eat your soul. I'm dead fucking serious. First chance you get, kid, you run and never look back. And don't fuck up like I did so you're forced to come back, either.

There's a whole goddamn world out there where people don't wear sweatpants every day, decide not to have kids until they're at least 30, if ever, and don't plan to ever settle down. You're not behind in life. This area is at a sort of fast-forward because a lot of people up here don't HAVE more to their life than that. Think about it. A lot of these people are really really sad. They don't have serious hobbies, creative endeavors, ambitions for a professional career. They're happy if they can collect welfare, or work their job at the mill, or the store or whatever, go home, drink beer, watch whatever the rest of the mindless drones think is good on TV, lather, rinse, repeat. Don't buy into this version of "happiness" until you know what else is out there.

A kind friend once told me "You're only as lost as you feel" and you seem like the perfect person to pass that wisdom on to.

But then again if you don't feel lost, more power to you. Though if you do it's probably a good thing. It means you care enough about yourself and your life to actually consider things before just going off and doing them because it seems like what you aught to be doing, Or maybe I'm just trying to rationalize my own misery. Whatever. I'm going to fucking bed so maybe I won't flip out and get mopey tomorrow. Big fucking maybe.
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So yeah, I think that I'm probably exaggerating, but I don't know. Michelle arrived in Texas today. To get there she has had to take multiple flights. I talked to her at 2:30, and she said she was getting on her last flight at 3. This one was just across the state of Texas, she was already in it. I told her to call me...
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cain:
No dude, YOU suck.
vkeithv:
yeah, my ferret was the same. she just wanted to bite my toes and poop under my bed-even though she had a litter box.
no, doesn't sound like you're over-exagerating.
hang in there.
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So what's going on in my world? Not too much at all lately. Right now I'm on my lunch break. I feel kind of sick, wish that I could stay home. We're having probably one of the biggest snow storms of this year outside right now, so that sucks pretty bad, but can only be expected up here in Upstate NY. That's why I can't...
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Yeah, Michelle is leaving for Texas today frown I won't see her again until Thursday frown I've been crying all night, I'm not going to know what to do to myself. I'm going to be so bored and so lonely. She sometimes feels like the only thing that keeps me stable and sane. I have no clue how I'm going to last 5 days without her. Blah...
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Liz has finally calmed down, and it seems like she's cool with just being friends, so that makes me REALLY happy. I hope that things can work out between us as friends and not anything more. She's a GREAT girl and everything, but Michelle and I have been together for almost 2 years, and I honestly could not live my life without her. She's my...
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I plan on putting those pics that I eluded too earlier up later today (hopefully). I'm also going to get my septum gauged to a 12 (14 now) tomorrow. I was going to get it done today, but the guy who is doing it for me couldn't do it tonight... or so he claims.

I love Michelle so much!!! She's the greatest. For Valentine's Day...
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So yeah... I put some new pics in. I dyed my hair black today. I'm tired of having to dye my hair every 2 weeks, and bleach it every 2 or 3 months. I also want to wash my hair regurarly, because my hair is so dead with 80 million split ends. I should probably get the ends trimmed eventually, but I don't want to...
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So yeah, I've had quite a few interesting days lately.

First... I get in a car accident. It was really dumb too. This old haggard, drunk man/woman (couldn't tell for sure) who appeared drunk and had a messed up eye, was driving down the street in front of me. We passed this intersection, and suddenly slammed on its breaks. I managed to slam on my...
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