Yeah, Michelle is leaving for Texas today 
I won't see her again until Thursday I've been crying all night, I'm not going to know what to do to myself. I'm going to be so bored and so lonely. She sometimes feels like the only thing that keeps me stable and sane. I have no clue how I'm going to last 5 days without her. Blah blah blah.
I've been trying to get ahold of the piercer who did my septum. He said he would do it for free, but I just couldn't get ahold of him. The other night I took out my septum and tried to put it back in. I did it without a problem, no pain at all. I didn't think I would be able to put it back in, so I was really surprised. I ended up gauging my septum up to a 12G. It didn't hurt at all, just a little pressure. Then again, it has been 3 months since I got it pierced.
Shelley and I ended up watching Saw today. It's a REALLY good movie, I suggest everyone watching it. The whole movie was so great. I haven't seen a scary movie that good in so long. It actually kept me on guessing and wondering until the end, the very end. Very, very good. I cannot give enough praise for this movie. I'm watching House of a 1000 Corpses right now. It's a pretty good movie. Not many people seemed to like it pretty much, but I think it's good. Not really that scary though. I don't watch it too much, it always brings up bad memories of my X Kelly. I went to Syracuse to watch it with Kelly and my friend Tim. Kelly and I got into a fight so Kelly and Tim ended up going to the movies without me while I sat in my car the whole time. Then, when I was driving them back home they were being huge asses about the whole thing and making fun of me and everything. Half the time they just ignored me. They (especially Kelly) were such asses sometimes.
Tim was pretty cool, he sung in a bunch of bands that we were in together. He sings in this local band Ready Set Fail. They're probably one of the biggest bands in Watertown that don't play "rock". I hate them though, they're one of those dumb pop-punk bands that only play that kind of music because it's popular. I know Tim isn't too into that music too much at all, he's into a lot harder stuff. Oh well.
I want to be in a real band so bad. Me and Michelle's brother (Mike) have been playing together. I was originally going to play bass and him drums, but the guitarrist we were going to have play with us didn't end up coming so I ended up switching to guitar. It was pretty sweet because I ended up writig some REALLY good parts and they came out really good with the drums. It sucks though because I only have 2 days off where I can practice before 5, and Mike can only practice on one of those days. The guitarrist can't practice on this day, so basically it's impossible for us all to practice together until we can find some other place to practice. That always seems to be a problem with the bands I'm in.
Blah, I wanted to hang out with Liz tonight before I went to bed. She lives in Theresa which is like half an hour-45 minutes away, but she was in Watertown tonight (at least according to her away message). I called her up, she didn't pick up, left a voicemail, that whole routine. She still hasn't called back
I miss Michelle already I'm going to be such a wreck at the end of 5 days
I won't see her again until Thursday I've been crying all night, I'm not going to know what to do to myself. I'm going to be so bored and so lonely. She sometimes feels like the only thing that keeps me stable and sane. I have no clue how I'm going to last 5 days without her. Blah blah blah.
I've been trying to get ahold of the piercer who did my septum. He said he would do it for free, but I just couldn't get ahold of him. The other night I took out my septum and tried to put it back in. I did it without a problem, no pain at all. I didn't think I would be able to put it back in, so I was really surprised. I ended up gauging my septum up to a 12G. It didn't hurt at all, just a little pressure. Then again, it has been 3 months since I got it pierced.
Shelley and I ended up watching Saw today. It's a REALLY good movie, I suggest everyone watching it. The whole movie was so great. I haven't seen a scary movie that good in so long. It actually kept me on guessing and wondering until the end, the very end. Very, very good. I cannot give enough praise for this movie. I'm watching House of a 1000 Corpses right now. It's a pretty good movie. Not many people seemed to like it pretty much, but I think it's good. Not really that scary though. I don't watch it too much, it always brings up bad memories of my X Kelly. I went to Syracuse to watch it with Kelly and my friend Tim. Kelly and I got into a fight so Kelly and Tim ended up going to the movies without me while I sat in my car the whole time. Then, when I was driving them back home they were being huge asses about the whole thing and making fun of me and everything. Half the time they just ignored me. They (especially Kelly) were such asses sometimes.
Tim was pretty cool, he sung in a bunch of bands that we were in together. He sings in this local band Ready Set Fail. They're probably one of the biggest bands in Watertown that don't play "rock". I hate them though, they're one of those dumb pop-punk bands that only play that kind of music because it's popular. I know Tim isn't too into that music too much at all, he's into a lot harder stuff. Oh well.
I want to be in a real band so bad. Me and Michelle's brother (Mike) have been playing together. I was originally going to play bass and him drums, but the guitarrist we were going to have play with us didn't end up coming so I ended up switching to guitar. It was pretty sweet because I ended up writig some REALLY good parts and they came out really good with the drums. It sucks though because I only have 2 days off where I can practice before 5, and Mike can only practice on one of those days. The guitarrist can't practice on this day, so basically it's impossible for us all to practice together until we can find some other place to practice. That always seems to be a problem with the bands I'm in.
Blah, I wanted to hang out with Liz tonight before I went to bed. She lives in Theresa which is like half an hour-45 minutes away, but she was in Watertown tonight (at least according to her away message). I called her up, she didn't pick up, left a voicemail, that whole routine. She still hasn't called back
I miss Michelle already
I'm going to be such a wreck at the end of 5 days