I cannot believe it. A month has gone by, and it has felt like a day, and like a lifetime. I have fallen in love with someone, and I enjoy the feelings of joy she brings me like none-other.
we spend our every waking moment on skype with each other. We talk, we watch each other and yes we even do naughty things together. We text each other. Our dialog is constant. And even though she lives 1170(ish) Miles away from me (approx a 17 hour drive) I feel as if she's at home when I get home. I cannot wait each day to get home to see her, I cant wait each morning to see her roll over (in her cam) so i can see her face again. I never thought I would find someone so perfect, so exactly what I wanted. She enjoys my personality, my jokes, my witty humor. I enjoy her personality, her charms, her quirks, her goods and her bads. She is my all, my everything and Its HUGe for me to say that, to her, and to anyone else. I just feel I cannot contain how I feel anymore so I am writing this post.
I find it also quite amusing and completely awesome that we met on SG chat
. Unfortunately we have been absent lately due to chat not working on her PC laptop (and I cant figure it out, sooo unless someone has a good easy answer on that one 
tried different browsers and everything, just wont load).
I was hoping to bring her up here in the last 2 weeks of march, but it looks like that isnt gonna work, so instead imma bring her up here the last 2 weeks of april, and i am planning to go down there for a week in march, if i can get my passport in time.
to close this gooshy blog of mine, I <3 Love my Tera (Raiin) <3 and she means the world to me.
we spend our every waking moment on skype with each other. We talk, we watch each other and yes we even do naughty things together. We text each other. Our dialog is constant. And even though she lives 1170(ish) Miles away from me (approx a 17 hour drive) I feel as if she's at home when I get home. I cannot wait each day to get home to see her, I cant wait each morning to see her roll over (in her cam) so i can see her face again. I never thought I would find someone so perfect, so exactly what I wanted. She enjoys my personality, my jokes, my witty humor. I enjoy her personality, her charms, her quirks, her goods and her bads. She is my all, my everything and Its HUGe for me to say that, to her, and to anyone else. I just feel I cannot contain how I feel anymore so I am writing this post.
I find it also quite amusing and completely awesome that we met on SG chat
. Unfortunately we have been absent lately due to chat not working on her PC laptop (and I cant figure it out, sooo unless someone has a good easy answer on that one tried different browsers and everything, just wont load).
I was hoping to bring her up here in the last 2 weeks of march, but it looks like that isnt gonna work, so instead imma bring her up here the last 2 weeks of april, and i am planning to go down there for a week in march, if i can get my passport in time.
to close this gooshy blog of mine, I <3 Love my Tera (Raiin) <3 and she means the world to me.
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Keep in mind that, because of the nature of chatters' relationships, the relationships themselves tend to be significantly more intense than other ones. It can both be a blessing and a curse, for a variety of reasons, but it's important to keep that in mind throughout the entirety of the relationship from start to (hopefully it'll never happen) finish. Good luck with it and, no matter what, always enjoy it. You're one of a very few people who are living this type of life. It's completely untested and no one really knows how people behave in the situations that having all of the contact in a chat environment or how it will affect the relationship or anyone's life altogether.
P.S. Tell her to join a group (perhaps maybe one that only you and her would be in so you can go chat in it without interruption if you'd so like.) I heard about a guy who had the same problem and as soon as he joined a group chat worked. Yea, I have no idea how that works either, but it did.