bluvelvet

so after spending a little under 48 at home i took off on thursday for northern wisconsin. traveled with my family,(a free ride is a free ride) and went up to my grandparents cabin. what a wonderfully mind clearing weekend. all, no, most, no, some things are back in perspective now. my short lived and undeserved bout of self pity has, thankfully passed.

special thanks to those ladies who gave some perhaps, snarky and "i saw this coming" comments, because if you can't realize yourself to be a jack ass its nice to have others point it out to you. puts things in perspective.
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I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to.

I've stopped my rambling,
I don't do too much gambling
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my ways
And I wonder if I'll see another highway.

I had a lover,
I don't think I'll risk another
These days, these days.
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing so long.
La la la la la, la la.

I've stopped my dreaming,
I won't do too much scheming
These days, these days.
These days I sit on corner stones
And count the time in quarter tones to ten.
Please don't confront me with my failures,
I had not forgotten them.

These Days-Jackson Brown