bluvelvet

i ahd to work late tonight. since i am paid hourly i was rewarded handsomely for it, so it wasn't that big a deal. what really was a big deal was that my boss's boss came onto the job site. he's a real dick and in general i dislike him. again, that part is not that big a deal. what is a big deal is how much i fear him. seriously fear him. for my job's sake. it is an impotent powerless and wholly frustrating experience that makes me angry every time it happens. and that, in turn, makes me feel even more powerless, and so on and so on and scooby dooby doo.

i mean this is a guy who once gave a coworker of mine 2 weeks off for forgetting his work shirt in the break room which meant that he was working in a plain t shirt.

that kind of power over me and others like me combined with that dick head attitude is, at best, unsettling.

im lucky that i dont have to see him often, but when i do it really rattles my cage.

oh yeah, i am getting a tattoo soon. i have one tat that i want covered up with a big bold black band/design. somehow, i think because it would be a cover up just doesn't seem exciting to me so i think that i will get a big ass tat on my right calf. i dunno though.