i sit here wondering what the fuck is going on in my life.
it is currently a beutiful 63 degrees. fuck spring being the season of love, thats what fall is. fall is so fleeting, it seems, to me at least, that by the time you really appreciate fall, its gone. just like so much of life.
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it is currently a beutiful 63 degrees. fuck spring being the season of love, thats what fall is. fall is so fleeting, it seems, to me at least, that by the time you really appreciate fall, its gone. just like so much of life.
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thurmis:
ahh, boone's farm, the Chablis of the Southside 
copillia:
wow. i love the haircut.
so i went to brunch with A on sunday.
it was interesting. i learned a lot about her and myself.
insofarasthat goes, i guess it went well. and we drank goood drinks. and she paid for it all. hell she even paid my train fare home cause i didn't have money on my card and the money puteroner machine was like a block away.
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it was interesting. i learned a lot about her and myself.
insofarasthat goes, i guess it went well. and we drank goood drinks. and she paid for it all. hell she even paid my train fare home cause i didn't have money on my card and the money puteroner machine was like a block away.
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_sarah_:
Totally. Hot. Not what I'm used to, but hot nonetheless.
I cut my hair after Ken and I broke up. I'd grown it really long (the way you know it) because he loves really long hair, so it was "Ken hair". I chopped it to just below my shoulders and then cried because I knew how long it would take to grow out again.
Heh.
Still, it was cleansing.
I cut my hair after Ken and I broke up. I'd grown it really long (the way you know it) because he loves really long hair, so it was "Ken hair". I chopped it to just below my shoulders and then cried because I knew how long it would take to grow out again.
Heh.
Still, it was cleansing.
_sarah_:
Hey. Are you going to the CD exchange thingie next Saturday?
i have been drinking......i have decided to call this the weekend of the exes.
let me( try to) expleain. i got one of those emails that lays out everything that was never said from one. and thanks by the way, should you read this,
it was nice to hear. then some how iam gtoing to brunch with the most recent and pardon my french, cunty...
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let me( try to) expleain. i got one of those emails that lays out everything that was never said from one. and thanks by the way, should you read this,
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thurmis:
i am doing the CD exchange, need a ride?
zaftigg:
That's funny. Not the entry. I thought I saw you, but I take crazy pills on a regular basis and I feel like I recognize people all the time.
I was headed to a crew meeting when you saw me. We ended up eventually scouting out the Heartland Cafe area. Fancy that shizzle... my nizzle...
Some things should never even be typed by me.
but I digress. One of my ... well, he's not even an ex... just an obsessed fan, I guess... called me yesterday after several warnings against that precise action. I had fun yelling at him via telephone in public... that really has little to nothing to do with your entry. but I talk sometimes to fill space.
Crazy pills. crazy pills.
cl0ck err therese err morty
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I was headed to a crew meeting when you saw me. We ended up eventually scouting out the Heartland Cafe area. Fancy that shizzle... my nizzle...
Some things should never even be typed by me.
but I digress. One of my ... well, he's not even an ex... just an obsessed fan, I guess... called me yesterday after several warnings against that precise action. I had fun yelling at him via telephone in public... that really has little to nothing to do with your entry. but I talk sometimes to fill space.
Crazy pills. crazy pills.
cl0ck err therese err morty
[Edited on Aug 15, 2005 5:52PM]
what a fucking week its been. in a good way for a change. i am totally resigned to my fate (moving back into the 'rents house) as a totally necessary means to an end. and thank you all for the encouraging words about that. but actually making that decision has lifted a great worrisome burden off my shoulders, and it has made me feel great....
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_sarah_:
I don't blame you. Ugh. 
_sarah_:
Oh my god. I wish you could have seen how hard I was laughing when that scene started. I could hardly breathe.
Oh my god. I wish you could have seen how hard I was laughing when that scene started. I could hardly breathe.
in my quest to turn this steaming shit pile of a year into something positive i decided that since work was and is slow that i would try to live mostly off of cash side jobs and work some low paying real job. if successful at this, i would be able to get a decent amount of finanacial aid for goin' back to school (due...
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elora1:
as a good friend just told me...
sometimes you gotta take one step back to take those two steps forward.
i almost didn't recognize you at the last meet 'n greet. you were much less furry!
sometimes you gotta take one step back to take those two steps forward.
i almost didn't recognize you at the last meet 'n greet. you were much less furry!
zaftigg:
It is what it is, dig? Just have to watch behind your back when you're checkin out ze tentacle porn... man, I ride a joke until it is dead and cold in the ground.
Don't feel bad about martin mull. He's still getting work in Domino's commercials.
cl0ck
Don't feel bad about martin mull. He's still getting work in Domino's commercials.
cl0ck
best of a really bad situation.....my friends dad died of a heart attack. whew! but heres where it gets waaaay worse before it gets better.
he died basically penniless. and his life insurance policy had only been started last august. not even a year old and it needed to be at least two years old to be mature. so that left my friend and his...
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he died basically penniless. and his life insurance policy had only been started last august. not even a year old and it needed to be at least two years old to be mature. so that left my friend and his...
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nerdboy2345:
no, pick a day, ill meet you up there after work or something
_sarah_:
I thought you weren't going to read HBP yet.
I finished Jitterbug Perfume earlier today. I loved it.
And yes, I love Cake (the band, not the dessert).
I finished Jitterbug Perfume earlier today. I loved it.
And yes, I love Cake (the band, not the dessert).
so i was just grilling out on my back porch enjoying the lovely weather, slowly sipping on a beer enjoying that slightly heady feeling one gets that hasn't eaten since breakfast and they drink a beer. i think maybe this is the way to drink. i have been, um, how to put it, overindulging as of late. to the point where i get the concerned...
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the lovely weather, slowly sipping on a beer enjoying that slightly heady feeling one gets that hasn't eaten since breakfast and they drink a beer. i think maybe this is the way to drink. i have been, um, how to put it, overindulging as of late. to the point where i get the concerned... Read More
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crispy_boy:
*glass raised*
Slante!
*chug chug chug chug*
Slante!
*chug chug chug chug*
obelisk:
Oh man that link was vile, and yet... and I know this is just wrong... but some sick part of me foud it kinda hot too. I have to go wash my brain now.
had a great time at the meet 'n' greet last night, despite the, shall we call it a venue problem? who knew goldstar would be the less crowded bar?
very nice to have talked about tentacle porn and other fun things that only a trip to the exotic orient or the internet could bring.
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now, these next couple of weeks i have to work...
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very nice to have talked about tentacle porn and other fun things that only a trip to the exotic orient or the internet could bring.
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now, these next couple of weeks i have to work...
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trocc:
glad to hear things are shaking out a bit more in yr favor.
down the road a bit, i will work on how to present the mix exchange idea, certainly - i'm excited about it.
nice seeing you again last night!
down the road a bit, i will work on how to present the mix exchange idea, certainly - i'm excited about it.
nice seeing you again last night!
zaftigg:
I don't know. I feel like the length of the ass-eels video was overboard. I think it could have been hemmed down to a minute.
nice meeting you. good times.
cl0ck
nice meeting you. good times.
cl0ck
so, what a week i've had. sunday i managed to get my truck towed. totally my fault, parked where i shouldn't have. but when i went to get it from the impound/tow lot the fucking earth moving equipment they use to move vehicles tore the gas lines off from under the truck. so i had to push it out of the impound lot into the...
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lotusmonger:
where did everyone go?! famousmortimer, obelisk, and I wondered how we lost everyone between Gold Star and Borderline!
lotusmonger:
honestly, I never thought I would wonder what eels in my ass would feel like!
honestly, America has fallen behind in so much; science, math, tentacle porn!
glad you made it home!
no why do they have to come back out!
honestly, America has fallen behind in so much; science, math, tentacle porn!
glad you made it home!
no why do they have to come back out!
Do you still sing of the mountain bed we made of limbs and leaves
Do you still sigh there near the sky where the holly berry bleeds
You laughed as I covered you over with leaves, face breast, hips and thighs
You smiled when i said the leaves were just the color of your eyes
Rosin smells and turpentine smells from eucalyptus and pine
Bitter...
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Do you still sigh there near the sky where the holly berry bleeds
You laughed as I covered you over with leaves, face breast, hips and thighs
You smiled when i said the leaves were just the color of your eyes
Rosin smells and turpentine smells from eucalyptus and pine
Bitter...
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_sarah_:
I do not have it finished. I fell asleep around 6:30 and woke up just a bit ago. I'm about 2/3 of the way through.
I will finish it tonight.
And then I will cry because I have to wait. Again.
BUT, I have lots of things planned for the meantime. I've never read the Chronicles of Narnia (yes, yes... I know...), and I still have a few Tom Robbins books left to read.
Speaking of Robbins, what is it with him and pairing up young, lithe, naive girls with creepy, wacko, older guys?
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That's an adorable picture of the kitties.
Is Lillygirl still soft as ever?
I'm about 2/3 of the way through.
I will finish it tonight.
And then I will cry because I have to wait. Again.
BUT, I have lots of things planned for the meantime. I've never read the Chronicles of Narnia (yes, yes... I know...), and I still have a few Tom Robbins books left to read.
Speaking of Robbins, what is it with him and pairing up young, lithe, naive girls with creepy, wacko, older guys?
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That's an adorable picture of the kitties.
Is Lillygirl still soft as ever?
_sarah_:
Finished it. God dammit.
*waits in anticipation*
*waits in anticipation*
so after spending a little under 48 at home i took off on thursday for northern wisconsin. traveled with my family,(a free ride is a free ride) and went up to my grandparents cabin. what a wonderfully mind clearing weekend. all, no, most, no, some things are back in perspective now. my short lived and undeserved bout of self pity has, thankfully passed.
special thanks...
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copillia:
SWEET. I will most likely be there. Will you?
wow. this weekend was not exactly what i expected. in a bad way. now don't get me wrong, i drank for longer than i slept on any given day, and got high as a kite whenever i pleased. both of those things were expected. getting the "i don't want to be in a relationship now." conversation with A as the sun is just barely over...
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girl303:
hope u have recovered from the sunburn...and yucky reality. but u got to be on the lovely lake...and that's nice.
but u got to be on the lovely lake...and that's nice.
_sarah_:
Are you not speaking to me on purpose? It occurred to me that I haven't talked to you since the CD party. You haven't returned an email or phone call or text message since then. 
I know you've been busy with A, but still...
If you want me gone, just let me know. I figured removing myself from your friends list was what you wanted, but I kinda miss you.
I know you've been busy with A, but still...
If you want me gone, just let me know. I figured removing myself from your friends list was what you wanted, but I kinda miss you.