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blueyedemon

The Emerald Triangle, Cali

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New blog. What's to tell, you ask? EL SUICIDO LOCO
Well...for one my youngest sister delivered her son earlier in June. They named him Keagan (KEE-Gun), which is an old Celtic name. He's a little bundle of joy for my sis, and he's so inquisitive already. Just looking at everything and everyone and taking it all in. He's smart too, you can tell. When I held him, he was staring wide-eyed at my piercings. Must've been a new sight for the little guy, seeing someone with metal hanging from their face. lol.

I'm happy for my sister, but I can't help but feel like I'm getting up there a bit in age. Definitely not a kid any more, and I feel the pressure/pull to act "more mature." Lately, all my old friends seem to be on a I'm-keeping-myself-in-better-shape-than-you kick. Two of my friends quit cigarettes, so now it's making me want to get more resolute in the matter of quitting the nicotine. I'm sure I've got the black lung already. blackeyed

The apartment I'm renting out is completely renovated from the inside, and it looks great! But some of the neighbors are causing drama. mad Smacking stuff up against the wall really hard, just generally being idiots, being hella rude and loud super late at night, and then the 'Dad' of the house tries to rat on me and tell the landlord I'm smoking marijuana (which is true and not allowed in the apts). But I only use a vaporizer, which cuts the smell 3/4ths, and I still exhale the vapor through a cardboard toilet paper roll stuffed with dryer sheets. And I keep it to the far back room, and I keep the door closed so as not to have any of the vapor smell drift into the rest of the rooms.

On the other side of the apartment are some decent folks. This one guy, he's got a son, and you know he is aware of keeping things cool at the apts between us and tries to generally promote a sense of peace and safety in the apt complex. But all his friends are gangsters, or at least wanna-be's. So it creates a tension because they're latino, I'm white as a snowflake, and I've already heard a few comments as I've walked in or out of my place when his 'friends' are there. I think he deals meth out of his place too. Sometimes their front door is opening throughout the night, and hearing them stay up all night...Yeah, they're probably tweakers tongue

But on a brighter note, the guitarist/singer/old friend is moving back to Cali in 2 weeks for sure now. So we'll have a chance to pursue some music and local gigs to play at, at first to get our name out there. But I know between my drumming skills and his voice and guitar, we can get at least a 3-pc band going. I could completely see us getting popular and going somewhere with our music. So I'm excited about that. biggrin

Anyhow, that's about all I can think up off the top of my head, so I will bid you all adieu! Take care of yourselves, and don't do anything I wouldn't do (which isn't much lol wink)

blue
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patton:
thaaaaankyou smile
Jul 19, 2012
cihuacoatl:
New beings born in this world are an amazing spectacle.. and as they grow they shift into their own being..Trust that they are more awakened do see more things out of the normal then we adults do. Ha and whose to say that Keagan was not freaked out, but may want to sport some kick ass peircings that his uncle has. Yes, when one enters into this world, we begin to question our lives, and things that change swiftly like a sword that sways with different strategy we look at ourselves and want some changes also. I say to you, take your time out and not necessarily worry about what others are doing, but more so focus on your life and how you want them to go. Your time will bloom as to shift some changes. Seems like you are a mature gent to me, you just like to have more fun than others. Nothing wrong with that at all. Keep rockin out and continue to achieve<3

Also, it does leave misfortunes when you are living with people that make living experience difficult. Pay no mind, and live the life how you want to. I must say I did get tickled up with your wordings of some of your neighbors. Must say that if the gov legalizes mary janes and such with a little taxing, it would not be as severe.. Just my thoughts. Not a smoker, but I do enjoy some mj once in a while. I do not consider it a drug at all.. Why.. Because someone in a high stature position says so.. It is from the earth to be used. Enjoy it my friend.

Hope all is well and in your current life right now, and your doing things you choose to do that make you happy. True, right you are.. This life.. This time.. is like a circus.. all playing a part. Just like a movie role, or charachters in a movie, that is replaying over and over in different styles of the same show. If only many running in the show could look up at the big top, and use their eyes for the first time.. Life would be more ease.. More awake with greater challenges.. But more free<3

Embraces to you<3

Cihuacoatl
Oct 16, 2012

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