Captain Buzzkill

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Sometimes no news is good news. But news is what is what it is, good or bad.

Lately I've been in a funk that's kept me from several promising music gigs. They had fallen right into my lap, and I didn't pursue them out of lethargy. I know when you hit bottom, the only direction you can head is up, so I...
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Thursday Jun 20, 2013

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Holy fuggin shig, it's been a wild ride for me lately!
New music side project, trips to the hospital, re-acclimating to civilization, and taking self-improvement classes.
One thing that I am working on is mending the relationships with the people in my life that I care about. I'm guilty of losing touch with some, not reciprocating with others, and just plain fuckin up...
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clio:

I hope you dig the movie! I wasn't bored one minute.

toez:

Thanks for the add smile Hope all is well

Friday Jul 20, 2012

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I just got my new bass drum and middle tom rack, so now I got 2 kick drums instead of one. biggrin Been wanting on that for a while now, and I finally just went for it and got the bass drum. It sounds so much better than a single bass drum with a dbl-pedal. Only mistake I made was ordering a drum made out of...
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serial:

cihuacoatl:

Please post some more videos up when you get the chance. Do you have any of your band videos on youtube.. Love to tune into some of your music. Be well my friend<3

Tuesday Jun 26, 2012

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New blog. What's to tell, you ask? EL SUICIDO LOCO
Well...for one my youngest sister delivered her son earlier in June. They named him Keagan (KEE-Gun), which is an old Celtic name. He's a little bundle of joy for my sis, and he's so inquisitive already. Just looking at everything and everyone and taking it all in. He's smart too, you can tell...
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patton:

thaaaaankyou smile

cihuacoatl:

New beings born in this world are an amazing spectacle.. and as they grow they shift into their own being..Trust that they are more awakened do see more things out of the normal then we adults do. Ha and whose to say that Keagan was not freaked out, but may want to sport some kick ass peircings that his uncle has. Yes, when one enters into this world, we begin to question our lives, and things that change swiftly like a sword that sways with different strategy we look at ourselves and want some changes also. I say to you, take your time out and not necessarily worry about what others are doing, but more so focus on your life and how you want them to go. Your time will bloom as to shift some changes. Seems like you are a mature gent to me, you just like to have more fun than others. Nothing wrong with that at all. Keep rockin out and continue to achieve<3

Also, it does leave misfortunes when you are living with people that make living experience difficult. Pay no mind, and live the life how you want to. I must say I did get tickled up with your wordings of some of your neighbors. Must say that if the gov legalizes mary janes and such with a little taxing, it would not be as severe.. Just my thoughts. Not a smoker, but I do enjoy some mj once in a while. I do not consider it a drug at all.. Why.. Because someone in a high stature position says so.. It is from the earth to be used. Enjoy it my friend.

Hope all is well and in your current life right now, and your doing things you choose to do that make you happy. True, right you are.. This life.. This time.. is like a circus.. all playing a part. Just like a movie role, or charachters in a movie, that is replaying over and over in different styles of the same show. If only many running in the show could look up at the big top, and use their eyes for the first time.. Life would be more ease.. More awake with greater challenges.. But more free<3

Embraces to you<3

Cihuacoatl

Sunday May 06, 2012

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Well well, let's see how best to word what's been going on with lil ol' me lately...
Moved into the new place, and couldn't be happier with the setting, and price of the place for how big it is. And the place is completely redone from top to bottom, so it's slick and new on the inside. I really feel blessed...
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leandra:

Hey! Thanks so much for the love on my new set! miao!!
<3

luffy:

Hellooooo! I hope you're doing well! kiss

Saturday Apr 14, 2012

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It's been fair to cloudy lately, with scattered showers alternating with patches of sun.
Spring is knocking on the door, and the tourism around the area is going to pick up after a good rain and the lake full. Plenty of people will want to be either fishing, skiing, or boating soon enough. The tourists are on their way. blackeyed
In other news, we have...
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Monday Feb 13, 2012

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Finally snake-choked my depression into submission (for now) to get my ass in gear to play music with the best players around these a-here parts. biggrin\m/
It's awesome, and I just got a call from my last band's bassist, who wants to play in this new project we're creating. So that's awesome too. These two guitarists (whom are both super talented...
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serial:

very cool smile did you get it?

casper:

Handle that depression shit! Get it get it!!!

Wednesday Feb 08, 2012

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Hells Yeah!! w00t!!1
The jam session with the local dudes that play metal around here (that are even worth a damn playing with) came over yesterday. I was somewhat nervous since these guys can actually play music(!) on their guitars.
But everything went great yesterday, and they came back over today to jam again. I'm pretty sure that a project is set in...
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cruella:

Thanks Mister, and I'm from Australia so thats a completely different story wink

Have fun with your jam sessions

pandie:

smile

Wednesday Jan 11, 2012

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Thus a new year comes, and a new life rises from ashes of the ruins of my former living style. I'm back in Black and I'm Glad to be back! \m/
I had a relapse with drugs and isolation and overdid it and my house-mate saw me go cross-eyed (apparently, I don't recall half of it) But the paramedics were called, and...
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heathen:



I'm sorry you've had such a difficult descent into chaos. It takes a great deal of strength to rise above and break the cycle. I'm glad to hear you are making positive changes to your life. May your passion guide you to good things in life.

luffy:

Hey! Glad that things are moving smoothly, and that you were able to get through the relapse!
Thank you! Moving is stressful, but So far this year moving hasn't been as stressful as its been in the past.
I guess I am a warm weather person tongue
There are so many places out there in the world that I just don't know where to start.

Saturday Nov 19, 2011

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Unfortunately...
Life has been unkind as of late.

My Grandpops died last week due to too many health complications in the hospital. My grandma is beside herself, and we've all been helping her through this.

The band broke up finally. I kinda saw it coming, but I've been playing in this band off and on with most of the same guys for a...
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waldo_jeffers:

Happy New Year!!! smile smile smile

devith5044:

Good to hear from you brother, glad things are good.
Brand new year, brand new bullshit. skull

Keep in touch dude~

Monday Oct 10, 2011

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Since I fucked up and flopped by basically taking myself out and dying on my folk's floor, and ruined some friendships previous because of pain pills, and I was dope sick for at least 2 weeks straight, with all the worst of dope sick symptoms. I was not myself in any manner of speaking. My mind, psyche, and emotions were being altered by the...
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trekka:

I'm just impatient and ready for things to be back the way they were only maybe better. lol ugh.... fucking life, man!

serial:

I didn't but I only hear good.
destruction is the shit. I have it on one hand and a sword in the other. I switch between it and restoration quite a bit.