blueshark

its my birthday , yay!! i have survived to make it to age 20, what a miracle. nothing is ever really different on birthdays except, i have blonde highlights for the first time in my life and i am going to a hockey game tonight, woot woot! THANK YOU EVERYONE for the birthday wishes!! you all rock my world

its raining and completely beautiful outside. i am on "spring break" except it doesnt even feel like a break when i am working my tail off. i need a job soon too, i have a good chance of becoming some beauty salon receptionist. in other words-an office bitch in my old home town. YAY for high paying jobs for sitting there and looking pretty, it...
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i have all of the sudden became very sad at the realization of this-- i am a sucker. i fall in love with people that lie about how they feel, gravitate only towards sex and shoot holes into my heart. apparently, everyone that takes interest in me tends to do this. from now on, i am holding back my love for people, its restricted access,...
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lets see.. people begin to seem stranger and stranger to me nowadays. it seems that this one girl likes me more than i like her, and the person that i like, i am not sure of what they want. it would be nice to get away for a while, drive off in the sunset so to speak. i keep thinking about it, my road trip...
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for some reason i want to drive to idaho, where my mom used to live when she was a teen just to go see her old house. maybe i could even go fishing, that sounds like heaven. too bad i have never been there i always hear all this stuff about how it is so beautiful there and hear funny stories about throwing potatoes, typical...
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i am going to finally tell my secret. i am dating lara croft, we are tomb raiders together and are madly in love, well not yet anyways but a day after my birthday my "legendary" lara will be back into my arms and i will never leave her side. i know you all are jealous. its because we can use guns and kick some...
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looking back at the wasted site, the crumpled up paper and the books that lie ahead i wonder how much does it take? should i leap and bound towards my dreams or should i take a slow walk towards it instead? a page of dreams a lifetime to wonder do i really have what it takes? do i have that certain something to stand tall...
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when you start craving to achieve that freedom to let your soul breathe then you know that you are captured, caught and no longer the person you have made yourself to be. how come nobody wants the "real" side of anyone, why do people have to lie to keep the world fucking nice and comfortable. stop lying fuckers let people be free... everyone deserves their...
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had a nervous breakdown today, interesting. they happen too often, just too many bad things have been going on. i just wish that for once things were a little smoother and less chaotic. like just give me one day when i can enjoy the sunshine in a park or something. someday that will come maybe when i am like 70 and old and wrinkly. well...
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i just cant help it that i am a shark. its true, i really am a shark, i hunt for what i want and get it with as much vigor and energy. i think that every human resembles some animal in certain ways,the attributes of nature are related very similarly to our own. every now and then the shark in me gets released and behind...
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