blueshark

i have all of the sudden became very sad at the realization of this-- i am a sucker. i fall in love with people that lie about how they feel, gravitate only towards sex and shoot holes into my heart. apparently, everyone that takes interest in me tends to do this. from now on, i am holding back my love for people, its restricted access,...
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lets see.. people begin to seem stranger and stranger to me nowadays. it seems that this one girl likes me more than i like her, and the person that i like, i am not sure of what they want. it would be nice to get away for a while, drive off in the sunset so to speak. i keep thinking about it, my road trip...
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for some reason i want to drive to idaho, where my mom used to live when she was a teen just to go see her old house. maybe i could even go fishing, that sounds like heaven. too bad i have never been there i always hear all this stuff about how it is so beautiful there and hear funny stories about throwing potatoes, typical...
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i am going to finally tell my secret. i am dating lara croft, we are tomb raiders together and are madly in love, well not yet anyways but a day after my birthday my "legendary" lara will be back into my arms and i will never leave her side. i know you all are jealous. its because we can use guns and kick some...
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looking back at the wasted site, the crumpled up paper and the books that lie ahead i wonder how much does it take? should i leap and bound towards my dreams or should i take a slow walk towards it instead? a page of dreams a lifetime to wonder do i really have what it takes? do i have that certain something to stand tall...
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when you start craving to achieve that freedom to let your soul breathe then you know that you are captured, caught and no longer the person you have made yourself to be. how come nobody wants the "real" side of anyone, why do people have to lie to keep the world fucking nice and comfortable. stop lying fuckers let people be free... everyone deserves their...
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had a nervous breakdown today, interesting. they happen too often, just too many bad things have been going on. i just wish that for once things were a little smoother and less chaotic. like just give me one day when i can enjoy the sunshine in a park or something. someday that will come maybe when i am like 70 and old and wrinkly. well...
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i just cant help it that i am a shark. its true, i really am a shark, i hunt for what i want and get it with as much vigor and energy. i think that every human resembles some animal in certain ways,the attributes of nature are related very similarly to our own. every now and then the shark in me gets released and behind...
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thank goodness i had a chance today to play the coolest game ever star wars battlefront 2, so cool i love the clone troopers, even though they get raped by the jedis. i have always loved star wars, especially the dark side of the force, those guys are powerful and organized. they are the ultimate fighters that dont need passion or fear to fuel them...
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what a hell day it is pitch black outside and cold, there are even some cars out on the street that seem a little shady. mountain life is horrible when you are in a house by yourself. what a terrible way to spend winter break-alone. im kinda stuck up here bored and angry, ugh i hate this feeling. any suggestions on what to do?

finally i feel at ease! hell ya! its a good feeling to know that christmas is so close, it reminds me that my family will all be happy and in a good mood during this season. i am excited for the "cheer". i am so happy that i finally have friends here at suicidegirls, yay! all of the suicidegirls are just so beautiful, captivating and...
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