Sunday Dec 03, 2006

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I can't take it anymore.

Nothing's funny, nothing's sweet, nothing's kind.

The worst part is how unaffected I feel by it all. That'll blow over eventually, though. I'm not sure what I'll be able to do at that point.
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slackerinchief:
I'm an unemployed jerk too...ha ha...yeah... whatever
stay strong.
xxnecroxx:


Thats funny ;D

Okay, now for my sappiness.......Everyone has down points, just make sure you get through it and don't give in to it. And then you'll be happy once more.

Thursday Nov 30, 2006

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I can't stand this season.

A lack of sunlight has made me incredibly tired, introverted, and completely unable to control my emotions.

I made so much progress into the Fall, and then I lost it all because I always feel exhausted and withdrawn.
joesph90:
Move closer to the equator! wink biggrin
ladylovelybrit:
feel better. kiss

Sunday Nov 26, 2006

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I may start to feel better, but it only lasts a day or two at the most before I just collapse again. Sometimes I'm even so busy I don't worry, or even think about it.

But when I do, it comes right back. It's been crushing me for two years. January 15th, 2005 is the date I remember, when I just collapsed from it for...
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Friday Nov 24, 2006

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Whenever I'm in my car, I'm typically listening to NPR. A few nights ago, All Things Considered aired an interview with Tom Waits. Mr. Waits was asked to say a bit about his influences, and particularly about the beat writers. Now, the beats have always been heroes to.... a great many. Pretty much anyone with great aspirations and a stong outsider/individual sense in life goes...
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mnislahi:
I'll be!
joesph90:
Sounds good to me! ARRR!!!
I have no idea where to start though......I don't have a parrot, but do have a canary? biggrin

Wednesday Nov 22, 2006

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Life is awful...

Christ....

My introversion has made my life a constant struggle. It's blantantly obvious to everone, I guess. I never get hired, I can't make new friends, and although I've been getting out more, it seems like every time I do I just embarass myself and kill a chance to meet new people.

I want to stay in forever.....but I feel so alone,...
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joesph90:
Well at least you've filled out you 'Heroes' section correctly!

Tuesday Nov 21, 2006

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I'm an introvert with a terrible fear of being alone.

If there's a god, it suggests he's cruel.

If there's nothing more than what we see, I would make the arguement that the universe is fueled on contradictions.

Sunday Nov 19, 2006

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Sometimes I think I'm the catalyst that makes things work out for other people.

Sometimes I think that polarizing property is what keeps me so isolated.

Friday Nov 17, 2006

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What did I do to become so socially retarded?

I'll always be a virgin, and I'll never find work. I'm sure of it.
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huzzah:
Neither do I.

This just started. I'm oddly compelled to collect every Bowie, Morrissey, and the Smiths CD available.

No one else though, until I find some other artist I love as much as them.

And that's a whole lot, so I don't see it happening any time soon.
joesph90:
Hey....remember your only 18!
Trust me with your Mr Albarn looks it won't be long! biggrin

Tuesday Nov 14, 2006

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Even when I don't feel miserable, it still seems like killing myself is the only logical next step.
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huzzah:
I know how you feel, and that's terrible. I hate knowing there's some one who feels like that too. If you need to talk to any one, feel free to IM me. I'm always on, because I have no life.

Oh, and I absolutely love Viva Hate. Though, it's really hard to pick a favorite in his solo career. Do you know how many studio records he has? Not like.. singles, collections, and things...

Anyways, please feel better. =)
huzzah:
Bleh. I still need to buy Kill Uncle, Southpaw Grammar, and Maladjusted.

I'd like to own all of his CDs. I'm weird and like to have full collections of certain artists.

=D
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