blueleftshoe

My head is sort of hurting well mostly my back.... I hate my body sometimes. So I'm sitting here being a bum making my own margaritas for cinco de mayo.

Today is Lisa's B'day I haven't spoken with her yet though I doubt I will.

I found out from Tatum today that last night her friend Mallory tried to committe suicide. I guess she overdosed on anti-depressive meds then tried slashing her wrists... right now they don't know if she's brain dead or if her brain is just stunned from all the medication she took but as of now there is no brain function. She came out with us for halloween this year and I got to speak with her a few times she's a really sweet kid but a bit fucked up I guess I feel really bad right now. You know I really hate to see things like this happen to anyone really it's one of the rougher things in life... I can sort of relate because I've dealt with depression a lot in my life never attempting suicide but I won't lie that the thought never crossed my mind I've just been well a bit too stubborn myself not to say anything negative to anyone who has tried or well has done it... I know how it feels sometimes. Anyways I'm just hoping the kid's ok.





That's me and her on halloween... it's just weird death sort of always freaks me out I havent had to deal with it much in my life. I'm not scared of my own it's just others that gets to me.