Friday Dec 08, 2006

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How is it that when I'm extremely depressed I just want to Fuck. That is all I would want to do now something completely mind numbing so I dont have to think about existance at all. I don't want to cry I don't want to do all this stupid stuff to myself I just want to fuck... yeah that may sound vulgar but I just want to that is the desire I'm feeling. Perhaps so I won't feel suicidal or perhaps it's just the easiest way not to think. I have a weird sex obsession I think people usually lose their sex drive while depressed mine just kicks into full gear but i dont feel like eating.

It's extremely cold and snowy.. I feel like I'm in Siberia
bahbahblacksheep:
I guess everyone has different ways to cope. When I'm depressed, all I want to do is sleep. Well, that and masturbation is kind of fun. I have no desire for sex when depressed though. Some sleep, some eat, some don't eat, some fuck, some don't fuck.... I guess we all just try to cope, eh?

I don't know what I'm saying really. I'm just tired and half asleep.
blueleftshoe:
yeah i dont even know what i wrote i felt half out of my mind today i'm only a quater

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