My head is sort of hurting well mostly my back.... I hate my body sometimes. So I'm sitting here being a bum making my own margaritas for cinco de mayo.
Today is Lisa's B'day I haven't spoken with her yet though I doubt I will.
I found out from Tatum today that last night her friend Mallory tried to committe suicide. I guess she overdosed... Read More
I'm just bored today... taking stupid camera pictures in my room trying to avoid seeing my roommates.
I think I might go up to the thrift store and waste money or go on a bike ride I don't know which sounds less appealing.
Well, people got attatched. Once you cut the umbilical cord they attatched to the other things. Sight, sound, sex, money, mirages, mothers,... Read More
I bought a card for Lisa today and mailed it I guess her birthday is on Saturday. She gave me the address to send it... there still isn't much talking going on as far as that goes I'm not sure what to think or feel about the whole thing. Like most everyone else she doesn't have the time which... Read More
I don't know who told you that bullshit about you being the kind of person people can only love for brief moments.
*smacks you around*
We'll have none of that Mister! You just- somehow aren't located in the right spot. Theres no reason to give up on romantic love, I know it would be easier because then you wouldn't have to deal with trying to understand why it isn't something you currently have obtained, you know? But it does exist, you just have to be patient.
Now come on there, snap out of it. It'll be alright!
I've been wanting to see this movie since I saw the preview. I got his cd today I'm really liking it I think I might try to go see him he's coming to town in a few weeks I believe.
I'm trying to decide in my mind where the right direction to go with everything. I'm always seeming to make the wrong choices for the... Read More
Well I think the finally nail has been hammered into the coffin as far as things go with Lisa. It's cool it's for the better really she has too much going on with school and working all the time while I'm not having much going on but really likes to see someone if I like them. I get the idea that I just wanted more... Read More
my terrible mood stills too... its not like i wake up and im in a bad mood its like then without realizing something stupid makes me react bad...
it might be the planet position or a natural phenomenon coming soon...
i also thought about the weather and about the catastrophe...this is kind of weird really it is...cause is taking so long...
haha forget the paranoia
(read and write u dont make me angry maybe cos u are in this mood)
My roommates told me they're moving in a few weeks they've already found a place. Looks like I'll be getting rid of them sooner than expected. I still have till the end of May to find something though I haven't been looking much. I did hear mention of some place that offers short leases so I don't know guess I'll go check that out soon.... Read More
Well, its all good than. Dont be afraid. Just go with it. If youre both waiting to find someone but your friends and you get the added benefit of making out with eachother from time to time with it already being known that neither of you want to get serious, just let it be and have fun with it. I think youre making it more stressful on yourself than it has to be, and trust me, I do, and have done, the same damn thing to myself. And only to find out that I had nothing to worry about in the first place.
Im pretty sure I got my head straightened out. Im more or less doing damage control now on everything I fucked up do to my worrisome mind. Ive learned to just go with the flow and let things work themselves out. The less you interfere and try to MAKE things happen, the better off you will be. Theres only so much you can really control. Find those things and focus on them. Let everything else be.
hey boy! sorry things arent going in your favor right now. just stay optimistic and i am sure everything will turn around. and stop making out with your friends when you're drunk have a good week!
No one can handle my lack of sanity or my lack of wanting to handle sanity. I want to just lose everything so I can be everything.
I wanted to edit my other blog but this damn site never works for shit anyone... what am I paying money for again.. oh yeah I guess to see naked people. Flesh is so great it's worth three... Read More
